its a relief to know that i am not alone. i know it is hard. i went back and forth to the er for a week i believe i checked into the er 6 times in a week. i was 7 weeks when they did my first ultra sound. the babys heartbeat was slow for a babys heartbeat and so i tried to prepare myself for the worst but when it came down to it on november 10th i wasnt ready to learn that the little angel that i already loved with everything i was, was no longer alive. its the one of the hardest things i have ever had to face and reading some of the poems and listening to some of these songs has really helped. Loss of a child at any age (or stage, whichever you prefer) is hard and i dont think anyone really understands that untill they go thru it. i wish it didnt happen but it does and there is no easy way to deal with it. but all i can do from here is pray and try again and hope i have better luck next time. Ive never felt so lost i feel like a part of me has been ripped out but at the same time i think to myself that maybe its a good thing that god took this baby because the heartbeat was so slow. i dont know but thank you to everyone who has posted a song or poem, and im sorry i cant do the same.
I love that you are exploring brokenness and faith in this site. We all need this authenticity.
Providing a Helping Hand to Grieving Hearts
Ruby L. Taylor, M.S.W., Founder
Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.
I can't wait to get to heaven and meet my babies!
Quoting Laina :):
My absolute favorite:
"Dear God, I did not get to hold him in my arms and tell him about you, but would you hold him in Your arms and tell him about me?"
Also, my favorite song is "Little Wonders" - Rob Thomas. It's soo beautiful, makes me smile and cry all at once.
these are really adorable
We are made to believe that Hell is filled with fire and brimstone, but
sometimes it is simply an empty chair at the table, a last letter, a
phone no longer answered, a familiar face that can only be seen in photographs now
I won't let go by Rascal Flatts that song Gets to me every time I hear it I love you Noah
beautiful song and it really helps me as well as a few others but love this one x
Quoting ♥~Trevor~♥:" Hi everyone. I'm new to the site, and just found thisspecific forum.I have 2 children, 17 yr old daughter, ... [snip!] ... never know these things, that I would have held so close. Could this be a blessing in disguise? Now....I'll never know. "
I know exactly how you feel tears are streaming down my eyes reading this I lost twins last friday I was 15 weeks im stilll in the very early stages of feeling loss butyour words are comforting xxxx