SORRY ABOUT MY SMURF, SO THIS IS HOW I FEEL, I KEPT IT IN MYSELF FOR AWHILE...
It hurts me, because it was my first time seeing him in pain on the floor crying on the weekend, few days later. I was there when it was about to kick in, my friend told me he's dizzy, I went to him, asking him what's wrong, he couldn't even answer me, and collapsed right away. i told my friend to stay beside him so i went to get his counsillor that his brain is re-acting up. once i went back to him, everyone was around him. he was crying, i sat on the floor beside me until he was gone & picked up to go to the ER. I was crying cause I couldn't face it anymore. It was my first experiencing something like that.
A year later (in 2009), Wanda, my bestfriend aka my sister, they both met through me. so she asked me to ask Matthias out, so I did & he said yes. I thought it would be ok with me, so it wasn't. I was jealous big time, sad here & there. As times go by. I'm a jealously b***h aha.
Today he treats me like a nobody, he erased me from his life & he pushed me away :|. He called me a slut "how i'm a slut? do i dress like a slut? do i talk like a slut? do i make out with different guys? NO" whatever he still looks at me every now & than. He gave all of that pain. so I'm treating him the same the way he put alot of pressure on me ! so far it's working :D he's just a emo boy at my school talking to no one :D.
I suck at relationships haha.
It serves me right not to fall for any a*****e guys out there !
I've never been happy before lol :D:D :)
I just got really confused reading that.
<blockquote><b>Quoting Bryden's momma:</b>" I just got really confused reading that."</blockquote>
I think she was upset at first, then happy ?
Quoting Daddy[The Matt pack]:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Bryden's momma:</b>" I just got really confused reading that."</blockquote> I think she was upset at first, then happy ?"
Yeah but what happend in the beginning with being on the floor and going to the ER..I'm lost lol
OP are you saying your ex has a condition that sent him to the ER and your sister (your best friend) is now dating your ex boyfriend?
<blockquote><b>Quoting Bryden's momma:</b>" OP are you saying your ex has a condition that sent him to the ER and your sister (your best friend) is now dating your ex boyfriend?"</blockquote>
He has a brain condition whatever. He didn't say and he was born with it. They're dating on & off. About his brain condition, the pain comes every now & than, so he goes to the ER to be treated or go back to his house to rest for the whole night. I hope that makes sense right there :P so me & Wanda are not bestfriends anymore since she blames me for everything and taking him back which I didn't. Besides my last years room mate spreads rumours about anyone saying he's bi and has a boyfriend. She kept on faking she's 8 months pregnant. Me and my roomie Chantelle were talking "if she's pregnant, she can't run around. Shouldn't she be big for 8 months" thinking WTF she stinks and doesn't wear underwear, not even once. Sorry I got off topic. Margerite was the problem, she blamed it on me so I got into a fight with 2 siblings :/
<blockquote><b>Quoting HeScrewedMeOver:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Bryden's momma:</b>" OP are you saying your ex has a condition ... [snip!] ... not even once. Sorry I got off topic. Margerite was the problem, she blamed it on me so I got into a fight with 2 siblings :/"</blockquote>
Oh darn now I'm lost again . So you were dating him with a condition then you broke up ? He got with your friend and you got jealous ? Then you realized you dont need him ?
<blockquote><b>Quoting William&Bentleys mommy:):</b>" My brain hurts :/"</blockquote>
Still don't understand... but glad you feel better now :).
sounds VERY confusing!!!
I am glad you are feeling better now, try not to think bout the past hun... just forget him, as hard as it may be... he's not worth it... the whole thing is not worth gettin upset and worked up over. You can do much better without :) If you ever need an ear to vent to, feel free to message me. Cheer up !!