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★ Irishewwie 1 child; Tokeland, Washington 67058 posts
16th Jun '11
Quoting MommyRust:" I just added a bunch of listeners. I have to get offline right now, but I will be back back to update ... [snip!] ... changes here soon. To anyone reading this, PLEASE let us help you if we can. We don't want to lose any more BG members. :)"

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Just Ames 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Montego Bay, Jamaica 114793 posts
16th Jun '11

Add me too!!

Always♥Faithful 2 kids; CHERRY POINT, North Carolina 21639 posts
16th Jun '11

I need to get this off my chest...

When I was in the hospital in December, I told my husband to move on. I told him to take our daughter and be happy. I live with so much guilt of just wishing I would have died that day instead of dragging them both through this for the rest of my life. Idk if I'll be able to have anymore kids, or if my daughter will go through this later in life, and sometimes I wake up and feel like I'm doing more harm than good. My husband is scared to have more kids bc he doesn't want to give me shots and put me through more pain.

Any pain I feel sends my family into a frenzy. I watched my dad cry for me, and the last time I saw him cry was when him and my mom almost split up and he hugged me goodbye. I feel like I'm hurting everyone so much, and it has put me in such a whole. I feel so empty, and I feel like this wasn't supposed to be my life..it's not what I wanted it to be.

TwoTimesThePink♥ 34 kids; Washington 15367 posts
16th Jun '11

Great idea. I would love to listen and help.

user banned Massachusetts 10433 posts
16th Jun '11

I would love to be listener.

user banned Massachusetts 10433 posts
16th Jun '11

And thank you so much for making this!

ma ♥ 1 child; California 63053 posts
16th Jun '11

This thread is fantastic. Thank you OP for making this. I hope those who need a shoulder to lean on or somebody to vent too, really takes advantage of this thread & the listeners.

user banned Massachusetts 10433 posts
16th Jun '11
Quoting ma ♥:" This thread is fantastic. Thank you OP for making this. I hope those who need a shoulder to lean on or somebody to vent too, really takes advantage of this thread & the listeners."

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user banned 2 kids; Kingsport, Tennessee 11075 posts
16th Jun '11

I will be a listener. I'm on all the time and I can try to help. I will not judge because I've been there. I promise. ♥

user banned Massachusetts 10433 posts
16th Jun '11
Quoting Bonnie Beaver♥[VAG]:" I will be a listener. I'm on all the time and I can try to help. I will not judge because I've been there. I promise. ♥"


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SemiCharmed 2 kids; Oklahoma 12047 posts
16th Jun '11
Quoting MommyRust:" This thread is intended to serve as an interim thread for any member who is struggling with something ... [snip!] ... If anyone else would like to become a listener, please let me know and I will add you to the OP."


If you need any other listeners, you can add me.



I'm pretty good at listening, keeping secrets and finding resources for people.

user banned 2 kids; Kingsport, Tennessee 11075 posts
16th Jun '11

I blame myself on a constant basis for what's wrong with Aidan. Though it's genetic, it still came from me and I still carry the weight of the blame.



I tried to commit suicide when I was 15. I failed in my attempt, but why I did it still haunts me every day.
Sometimes the pain is overwhelming and I don't want to get out of bed.



My children are what keeps me going.




I'm glad this is here. I don't want ANYONE to feel alone and unloved. You're not alone and you are loved. ♥

user banned Massachusetts 10433 posts
16th Jun '11
Quoting Bonnie Beaver♥[VAG]:" I blame myself on a constant basis for what's wrong with Aidan. Though it's genetic, it still came from ... [snip!] ... me going. I'm glad this is here. I don't want ANYONE to feel alone and unloved. You're not alone and you are loved. ♥"

Im so sorry. Do you mind if I ask whats wrong?

Hannah. 34 kids; Spokane, WA, United States 63782 posts
16th Jun '11
cori clemons Due November 2; Stevens Point, Wisconsin 151 posts
16th Jun '11

the one thing i do struggle with is depression and its been really hard since my hunny hasnt been hes been gone since last week friday and wont be home til june 25th, and its killing me, i sit alone in our empty house all day with nothing but the internet and tv to keep me busy. the first 3days he was gone i cried all day long. i just came home from my moms today (i spent the night at her house last night) and came home to an empty house, i want to cry. it sucks.