Quoting *Mama G*:" Lately I've felt so down in the dumps and trapped, and I have a child so I obviously won't but the thought ... [snip!] ... wish I had a chance to do this. Right now I just feel stuck and can't really do anything like that without abandoning my child."
I know this feeling. I sometimes feel like running away from all the BS and just do me and get my shit together, but I could never leave my son behind. He comes first before anything else.
I am horribly depressed..
Quoting *Turtles*:" I am horribly depressed.."
:( I am here if ya need to talk, I know you don't know me, but I have a listening ear :D
Been feeling really hopeless and extremely tired.I know about so many resources but feel so gultiy using them. Today I took an important step and call 441 kids in my area to talk to someone and just get somethings off my chest and tomarrow I now have an appointment with my pych so I'll more than like get my lexapro increased...I've avoided everything school work,chores, relationships...so much stuff I really want out of my hell!
I am so close to self harming. I am trying to remain strong & remember than recovery is best but I can't take this anymore.
I just want to fucking cry! :( I miss the old happy me..
Sick of being so sad. Reverted back to cutting. Mainly due to loss of friends and parents disapproval of my choice to end my marriage back in February. Constantly feeling like I'm a piece of shit parent, and that I could be better. I've been working so hard on being less judgemental, nicer, more open, less mean, yet I critisize myself the most.
I just want to give up. Every.Single.Day.
I am sorry you're going through this rough spot. How are you coping?
Probably the most unhealthy ways possible :/
try and spend time outside
but the girls go to school
Im home alone
:( Have you thought of getting a hobby? Try something challenging. I try to keep myself busy with projects so that I don't start thinking and getting depressed.
Quoting *Turtles*:" :( Have you thought of getting a hobby? Try something challenging. I try to keep myself busy with projects so that I don't start thinking and getting depressed."
I do photography. It's ok I enjoy it.
Quoting Loveislouder:" I do photography. It's ok I enjoy it. "
I do too. I haven't been doing it in a while though.
I pop in here every so often :/ I have a baby daughter named Lucy who was a year old on July 6. I was in the hospital from April to September. I have custody of Lucy again. We live with my family. I am on disability now. I get child support. Her father has never seen her. I'm the best parent for her. I have a boyfriend that loves Lucy like his own.
But I feel stuck. I feel like I'm the worst person. I missed out on so much of her little life. I saw her twice when I was in the hospital. She is special needs with seizures.
I can't afford my medications. I'm going down the same road I was in April. This is the third time in about a year I was in the hospital. Lucy was in the NICU from July to October of last year. I couldn't handle it. My parents have been great and have taken custody of her every time but I'm scared I will lose custody of her.
I have an eating disorder and have had to remind myself to feed Lucy. I'm to the point of giving up. I don't know what else to do. I'm at my wits end. Lucy is extremely well behaved. She's sleeping right now. I couldn't have gotten a better baby.
The hallucinations are getting worse, the anxiety is getting really bad, I'm not sleeping at all. I'm extremely depressed.
Please help I don't know what else to do...
Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" I pop in here every so often :/ I have a baby daughter named Lucy who was a year old on July 6. I was ... [snip!] ... anxiety is getting really bad, I'm not sleeping at all. I'm extremely depressed. Please help I don't know what else to do..."
You need to get yourself into emergency care today.
Please call 911