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28th Jun '12

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ANT0911 18 kids; Oklahoma 9608 posts
29th Jun '12

<blockquote><b>Quoting Living-Dead Girl:</b>" Im really having a rough time. Im stressed to the max and depressed. Nothing is getting better and death keeps sounding better. I cant keep fighting this off alone and my SO ignores me."</blockquote>




*hugs*
:? I'm sorry hun! You have so much to live for, don't ever forget that. Try not to let this overcome you. I know how hard it can be and I'm always here if you need to talk.

Phallus Cranium fuknutz, NM, Togo 103283 posts
29th Jun '12

wrong thread

Just Ames 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Montego Bay, Jamaica 114793 posts
29th Jun '12
Quoting .Colleen.:" You're a huge liar."


Wrong thread?

Just Ames 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Montego Bay, Jamaica 114793 posts
29th Jun '12
Quoting Living-Dead Girl:" Im really having a rough time. Im stressed to the max and depressed. Nothing is getting better and death keeps sounding better. I cant keep fighting this off alone and my SO ignores me."


Is there anything you can do to ease your stress/work load? Why is your SO ignoring you? Have you talked to him about this?

Phallus Cranium fuknutz, NM, Togo 103283 posts
29th Jun '12
Quoting Just Ames:" Wrong thread?"


yup, was supposed to be in K&S :oops::lol:

user banned 3 kids; Texas 26201 posts
29th Jun '12
Quoting Just Ames:" Is there anything you can do to ease your stress/work load? Why is your SO ignoring you? Have you talked to him about this?"


I really dont have anything to ease it. My so lives in a world of if he doesnt see or hear it, it isnt happening. Ignoring things is him dealing with it.

Just Ames 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Montego Bay, Jamaica 114793 posts
29th Jun '12
Quoting Living-Dead Girl:" I really dont have anything to ease it. My so lives in a world of if he doesnt see or hear it, it isnt happening. Ignoring things is him dealing with it."


Well that's not good. Somethings got to give girl. He should be your supporter in all aspects. You can't take everything on all by yourself all of the time. Talk to your OB because there are antidepressants you can take during pregnancy. Until then, keep fighting the good fight girl. You've got people who care about you whether you know it or not.

JessicaRabbitBNH 34 kids; Maryland 36955 posts
3rd Jul '12

Decided to kill myself Friday. The only thing that stopped me is i asked my husband to help because he knew the pain i'd be in.
Ive always wanted to die holding someones hand. He saved me. The psych the next day saved me.



Im ok now.

Just Ames 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Montego Bay, Jamaica 114793 posts
3rd Jul '12
Quoting JessicaRabbitBNH:" Decided to kill myself Friday. The only thing that stopped me is i asked my husband to help because he ... [snip!] ... the pain i'd be in. Ive always wanted to die holding someones hand. He saved me. The psych the next day saved me. Im ok now."

Whew
I am so glad to hear that. Keep your head up girl. Better days are coming your way.

SerialKiller 2 kids; Virginia 23722 posts
3rd Jul '12
Quoting JessicaRabbitBNH:" Decided to kill myself Friday. The only thing that stopped me is i asked my husband to help because he ... [snip!] ... the pain i'd be in. Ive always wanted to die holding someones hand. He saved me. The psych the next day saved me. Im ok now."


I am glad to hear that you got help, and that you are doing better. It is a long road but you can travel it with help. Stay strong, better times are just ahead.

ANT0911 18 kids; Oklahoma 9608 posts
8th Jul '12

I came so close to killing myself tonight. I had a bottle of pills and razor blade and went to my car. I wound up cutting then called a friend to talk to help me. I can't deal with this shit anymore!

Mum to a Monster TTC since Jan 2014; 1 child; 5 angel babies; Colorado 11565 posts
8th Jul '12
Quoting SKANT:" "


Do you want to talk?

ANT0911 18 kids; Oklahoma 9608 posts
8th Jul '12

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mum to a Monster:</b>" Do you want to talk?"</blockquote>




If you want. It's a long story kind of.

Mum to a Monster TTC since Jan 2014; 1 child; 5 angel babies; Colorado 11565 posts
8th Jul '12
Quoting SKANT:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mum to a Monster:</b>" Do you want to talk?"</blockquote> If you want. It's a long story kind of."


I'll read and respond. I promise.