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*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
24th Sep '12
Quoting *Mama G*:" Lately I've felt so down in the dumps and trapped, and I have a child so I obviously won't but the thought ... [snip!] ... wish I had a chance to do this. Right now I just feel stuck and can't really do anything like that without abandoning my child."



I know this feeling. I sometimes feel like running away from all the BS and just do me and get my shit together, but I could never leave my son behind. He comes first before anything else.

*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
25th Sep '12

I am horribly depressed..

Little Richard's mommie! Due July 12 (boy); 1 child; Seneca, South Carolina 4430 posts
25th Sep '12
Quoting *Turtles*:" I am horribly depressed.."


:( I am here if ya need to talk, I know you don't know me, but I have a listening ear :D

Jasmine Lyn 1 child; California 77 posts
4th Oct '12

Been feeling really hopeless and extremely tired.I know about so many resources but feel so gultiy using them. Today I took an important step and call 441 kids in my area to talk to someone and just get somethings off my chest and tomarrow I now have an appointment with my pych so I'll more than like get my lexapro increased...I've avoided everything school work,chores, relationships...so much stuff I really want out of my hell!

N's Momma☆ 1 child; Spain 2346 posts
5th Oct '12

I am so close to self harming. I am trying to remain strong & remember than recovery is best but I can't take this anymore.

*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
11th Oct '12

I just want to f**king cry! :( I miss the old happy me..

HappinessInMisery 3 kids; Ohio 30396 posts
18th Oct '12

Sick of being so sad. Reverted back to cutting. Mainly due to loss of friends and parents disapproval of my choice to end my marriage back in February. Constantly feeling like I'm a p***e o* s**t parent, and that I could be better. I've been working so hard on being less judgemental, nicer, more open, less mean, yet I critisize myself the most.



I just want to give up. Every.Single.Day.

*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
18th Oct '12

I am sorry you're going through this rough spot. How are you coping?

HappinessInMisery 3 kids; Ohio 30396 posts
18th Oct '12

Probably the most unhealthy ways possible :/



Cutting again.



I journal
try and spend time outside
but the girls go to school
Im home alone

*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
18th Oct '12

:( Have you thought of getting a hobby? Try something challenging. I try to keep myself busy with projects so that I don't start thinking and getting depressed.

HappinessInMisery 3 kids; Ohio 30396 posts
18th Oct '12
Quoting *Turtles*:" :( Have you thought of getting a hobby? Try something challenging. I try to keep myself busy with projects so that I don't start thinking and getting depressed."

I do photography. It's ok I enjoy it.

*Turtles* Due July 27 (girl); 1 child; Someplace, UT, United States 6090 posts
18th Oct '12
Quoting Loveislouder:" I do photography. It's ok I enjoy it. "


I do too. I haven't been doing it in a while though.

HopingforaMiracle 1 child; USA 22533 posts
25th Oct '12

I pop in here every so often :/ I have a baby daughter named Lucy who was a year old on July 6. I was in the hospital from April to September. I have custody of Lucy again. We live with my family. I am on disability now. I get child support. Her father has never seen her. I'm the best parent for her. I have a boyfriend that loves Lucy like his own.



But I feel stuck. I feel like I'm the worst person. I missed out on so much of her little life. I saw her twice when I was in the hospital. She is special needs with seizures.



I can't afford my medications. I'm going down the same road I was in April. This is the third time in about a year I was in the hospital. Lucy was in the NICU from July to October of last year. I couldn't handle it. My parents have been great and have taken custody of her every time but I'm scared I will lose custody of her.



I have an eating disorder and have had to remind myself to feed Lucy. I'm to the point of giving up. I don't know what else to do. I'm at my wits end. Lucy is extremely well behaved. She's sleeping right now. I couldn't have gotten a better baby.



The hallucinations are getting worse, the anxiety is getting really bad, I'm not sleeping at all. I'm extremely depressed.



Please help I don't know what else to do...

Bobby Shazam fornication, ri, Wallis and Futuna 105764 posts
25th Oct '12
Quoting HopingforaMiracle:" I pop in here every so often :/ I have a baby daughter named Lucy who was a year old on July 6. I was ... [snip!] ... anxiety is getting really bad, I'm not sleeping at all. I'm extremely depressed. Please help I don't know what else to do..."


You need to get yourself into emergency care today.

Please call 911

Bobby Shazam fornication, ri, Wallis and Futuna 105764 posts
25th Oct '12

what state are you from?
I can google some help for you.