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user banned 3 kids; Texas 26201 posts
14th Nov '11

I just bawled my eyes out over what has to be the best written birth story ever. I felt like I was living that. OMG. Im so sorry for your loss. You have a gorgeous Angel baby.

P Pickle Pants 98 kids; California 20522 posts
15th Nov '11

Thank you all. I went to school to become a good writer. Its what I love to do. My goal with every "story" I write, whether its a true recounting of my life events or total fiction, is to do 3 things:



1) Make it feel real and personal like you're actually living it
2) To get the audience emotionally involved
3) to make the audience feel like I'm speaking either TO them or FOR them (depending on how much they relate to the subject)



However, this was completely without effort. I didn't edit it at all. Its just what flowed out of me at that moment, completely unchanged. I need to write the follow-up to it out.

Firstimemom2be Due March 4; Wichita, Kansas 355 posts
4th Dec '11

Beautiful story momma. I feel your sorrow and strength. My hope and prayers are with your family. Your son was beautiful and you will see him again. Stay strong.

That Mik Girl 2 kids; Jacksonville, Florida 11497 posts
20th Dec '11

this is the most beautiful and more heartbreaking thing I have ever read.



Thank you for sharing.

P Pickle Pants 98 kids; California 20522 posts
20th Dec '11
Quoting That Mik Girl:" this is the most beautiful and more heartbreaking thing I have ever read. Thank you for sharing."


thank you. I hope you never have to experience any of that first-hand, but thank you for the sympathy.

That Mik Girl 2 kids; Jacksonville, Florida 11497 posts
20th Dec '11
Quoting P Pickle Pants:" thank you. I hope you never have to experience any of that first-hand, but thank you for the sympathy."


not first hand. but i have held my best friends hand as she went thru this 3 times. the first time at 8 months, then at 26 and 24 weeks.



I pray for everyone who has gone thru this.

P Pickle Pants 98 kids; California 20522 posts
20th Dec '11
Quoting That Mik Girl:" not first hand. but i have held my best friends hand as she went thru this 3 times. the first time at 8 months, then at 26 and 24 weeks. I pray for everyone who has gone thru this."


I can't imagine doing this more than once. I hope that I never have to watch my child take his last breath ever again.

They call me mama. 18 kids; La Verne, California 3222 posts
22nd Dec '11

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I lost my first daughter when I was 6 months pregnant. Its a heart breaking experience...not one I wish to share with anyone. My heart goes out to you.

Michael's Mommy ** 2 kids; Houston, Texas 671 posts
23rd Dec '11

When i read your story its just made me cry!
You wrote it with great words. & im so sorry for you lost!
RIP Deagan. he's looking over you & the rest of his family.

Jessica Caylee Due May 31; 1 child; Highland Falls, NY, United States 318 posts
23rd Dec '11

I have never read anything that has touched me as much as what you have written here. Not only are you an amazing writer, but your soul is just pure beauty. My heart really goes out to you and your family for the loss you have had to endure. I'm sure he's a little angel in heaven looking over you all.

P Pickle Pants 98 kids; California 20522 posts
23rd Dec '11
Quoting Jessica Caylee:" I have never read anything that has touched me as much as what you have written here. Not only are you ... [snip!] ... out to you and your family for the loss you have had to endure. I'm sure he's a little angel in heaven looking over you all. "


thank you. I am glad that his life has touched so many, even those who never met him or myself. He was an amazing little guy and I am forever grateful that I got to be his mama, for however short a time.

Love my Babies xThree Due April 24; 2 kids; Alberta 143 posts
23rd Dec '11
Quoting P Pickle Pants:" You don't go into this thinking "I'm going to lose this baby." Hell, when you see two lines on a ... [snip!] ... me enough places for it to go to hold it all. Until then, I sit here aching with so much love that I may burst at the seams."

You are one strong women. I am bawling my eyes out from your story i could feel your pain. May each day get better and easier. May he watch over you and your family knowing how loved he truly is.

MrsGraham (9wks) Due November 22; TTC since Jun 2013; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Nova Scotia 1891 posts
1st Jan '12

This is so beautifully written.. I feel so sick to my stomach now.. I could feel your pain, and I felt pain for you as I read it.. and I feel pain for you now that I've finished reading it. I am so sorry for your loss that I can't even put it into words. I envy your strength.. I'm so so sorry :'(

P Pickle Pants 98 kids; California 20522 posts
1st Jan '12
Quoting Cohen's Momma:" This is so beautifully written.. I feel so sick to my stomach now.. I could feel your pain, and I felt ... [snip!] ... reading it. I am so sorry for your loss that I can't even put it into words. I envy your strength.. I'm so so sorry :'("


Don't envy my strength. Just pray you never NEED to be that strong.



Thank you. I had one beautiful hour with my little boy, and that will keep me going.

Mommy of a Princess! 1 child; Florida 75 posts
8th Feb '12

sooo beatiful but sad at the same time, i cry i really did, im a lil worry for my babygirl 2 weeks ago i was sppotting(idk how to spell that) i went to the hospital they told me that i have placenta previa im so scared, im only 20 weeks now my baby moves alot i hope that my placenta moves so everything comeback to normal :/, YOU ARE SO STRONG!! ur baby is so pround of you like u are pround of him ... <3