It passed already or what would have been my due date . I'm just not sure how to feel, I kind of feel sad but I'm happy too since looking now I can't imagine having 2 kids and being in the situation I'm in right now, without my support system here to help on top of starting a new job. I'm happy also because I kind of had doubts about it being SO baby and glad not to have the problem and worry of having to explain a fully black baby to SO . Atleast now I have learned my lesson and I can focus all my attention on DD.
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