I realized today, I've been too hard on myself.
I have accomplished so much in the past 7 months.
I completed my GED in a month, with some of the highest scores the instructors have ever seen.
I completed my Nurse Aide Certification. While we were at clinicals my instructor recieved many compliments from not only the staff, but the residents as well. I'm planning on taking my pre-LPN classes this summer and I hopefully with be an LPN before I'm 19!
I have a healthy, happy, beautiful baby boy.
I have succeded in everything I have set my mind to and I'm so proud of myself. I've never been proud of myself, but today I am.
And I've realized maybe this is the path I was meant to be on. Yes I had dreams before I had my son, but I have every intention of living them out. They're just delayed. And that's probably for the best, I don't think I was quite mature enough yet for those dreams and when I can achieve them I will be.
I can do this. I am doing this. And I'm so excited for the future. I just hope this feeling lasts.