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Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1218 posts
8th Jan '13

I think I am scared to start treatments.



I have this unease about it and I can't seem to make it stop.



I know I am ready, just I have this unknown fear.

MIracleLove San Diego, California 190 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Mrs.O♥:" Okay, I'm annoyed. And you can call me a brat if you want but... My white trash of a cousin, who has ... [snip!] ... trials and tribulations. It's awful. I really don't mean to offend anyone, I just don't get it. It's all backwards to me!!!!"


LOL!!! Ok, so I know I shouldn't be laughing, but I have family that are the same way. It bothers me to even associate with them. They are lazy, ignorant, but fertile!!:evil: Go figure, right?

user banned Due December 8 (boy); 16 kids; Massachusetts 6396 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting MIracleLove:" LOL!!! Ok, so I know I shouldn't be laughing, but I have family that are the same way. It bothers me to even associate with them. They are lazy, ignorant, but fertile!!:evil: Go figure, right? "


It's okay, that was my first reaction was to laugh!!!!! lol.

user banned Due December 8 (boy); 16 kids; Massachusetts 6396 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" I think I am scared to start treatments. I have this unease about it and I can't seem to make it stop. I know I am ready, just I have this unknown fear."


That's normal! Well, for me it is. I have A LOT of fear! I think it's the fact that it's soon and becoming real instead of just a diagnosis, it's a start to something and that can be scary.

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1218 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Mrs.O♥:" That's normal! Well, for me it is. I have A LOT of fear! I think it's the fact that it's soon and becoming real instead of just a diagnosis, it's a start to something and that can be scary."


I did treatments before, while I only had a good response 1 cycle where I did O and get a period on my own, I just cant remember alot of the bloodwork, and I am having a hard time getting my records, but my RE feels that my thyroid and insulin resistance was really bad then and that might be why I had such a limited amount of success.



I just feel very distant from all of it, and I am unsure if that is healthy.

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1218 posts
8th Jan '13

Unrelated, does anyone else have a 10 inch difference in there bust size?



Like my band size is 40 and my cup is 50 and I cant find bras that fit right, I just have been using sport bras and the like for awhile.



I wanted to get sexy stuff for BDing, and I couldnt find anything that fit.



I did go down 4 pant sizes tho!

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1218 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" Unrelated, does anyone else have a 10 inch difference in there bust size? Like my band size is 40 and ... [snip!] ... like for awhile. I wanted to get sexy stuff for BDing, and I couldnt find anything that fit. I did go down 4 pant sizes tho!"


Apparently it is a J cup, I dont mean to curse, but f**k ><.

[Mrs. C] Due November 23; TTC since Dec 2010; Massachusetts 651 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting MIracleLove:" Hi everyone! I decided to join this thread because the hubby and I are considering IVF. We've been trying ... [snip!] ... my tubes are damaged or missing. Oh, and he kept mentioning adoption.....I'm going to be honest....It pissed me the hell off."


Just wanted to say hello and good luck! It sounds like we are in similar situations - tubal factor infertility w/ everything else normal. We start our first round of IVF in a couple of weeks. Hoping everything falls into place for you! :)

[Mrs. C] Due November 23; TTC since Dec 2010; Massachusetts 651 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" Unrelated, does anyone else have a 10 inch difference in there bust size? Like my band size is 40 and ... [snip!] ... like for awhile. I wanted to get sexy stuff for BDing, and I couldnt find anything that fit. I did go down 4 pant sizes tho!"


I don't, but wanted to throw it out there that I'm jealous! Been rockin the B cup since I was...12? :oops: Such is life I guess! lol

user banned Due December 8 (boy); 16 kids; Massachusetts 6396 posts
8th Jan '13

Booked a maternity photo sesssion!!! Very excited to work with this family, this woman is literally so sweet. She had her first with IVF, she has a bad ovary and bad tube, she's pregnant with her 2nd, her first girl WITH NO FERTILITY TREATMENTS!!! Miracle baby and I get to capture the moments of their pregnancy :)!!!!

MIracleLove San Diego, California 190 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting [Mrs. C]:" Just wanted to say hello and good luck! It sounds like we are in similar situations - tubal factor ... [snip!] ... w/ everything else normal. We start our first round of IVF in a couple of weeks. Hoping everything falls into place for you! :)"


Awesome!! I'm so happy for you and I'll be stalking you for updates. lol!! Are you nervous and how long have you been trying?

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 15013 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" Unrelated, does anyone else have a 10 inch difference in there bust size? Like my band size is 40 and ... [snip!] ... like for awhile. I wanted to get sexy stuff for BDing, and I couldnt find anything that fit. I did go down 4 pant sizes tho!"


4 pant sizes wow. Kudos to you on that! My breast size is actually one of the few things I'm happy about with my body.

MIracleLove San Diego, California 190 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting [Mrs. C]:" I don't, but wanted to throw it out there that I'm jealous! Been rockin the B cup since I was...12? :oops: Such is life I guess! lol"


Don't feel bad, I live in "A Cup" City...sooo embarrassing. :?

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 15013 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Mrs.O♥:" Booked a maternity photo sesssion!!! Very excited to work with this family, this woman is literally so ... [snip!] ... her 2nd, her first girl WITH NO FERTILITY TREATMENTS!!! Miracle baby and I get to capture the moments of their pregnancy :)!!!!"


Dawww. We're gonna try for a miracle baby while we try to work out all this other mess. It happened once!

MIracleLove San Diego, California 190 posts
8th Jan '13
Quoting Mrs.O♥:" Booked a maternity photo sesssion!!! Very excited to work with this family, this woman is literally so ... [snip!] ... her 2nd, her first girl WITH NO FERTILITY TREATMENTS!!! Miracle baby and I get to capture the moments of their pregnancy :)!!!!"


Awww, that is so beautiful. I've heard so many stories where women become pregnant after IVF.