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Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 16464 posts
status 7th Aug '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" There is a women here with her baby who is bigger than me and for some reason it seems really unfair ... [snip!] ... shit still isn't right. I should be able to go off birth control and try Meds. Pissed off and I have a migraine from hell."


I know that feeling. I have spent so much time and energy fretting over and struggling with my weight, when I see pregnant women who are larger than I, sometimes MUCH larger, I wonder how in the hell it was so easy for them to get knocked up.

user banned Due March 16; 18 kids; Springfield, Georgia 8473 posts
7th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" I know that feeling. I have spent so much time and energy fretting over and struggling with my weight, ... [snip!] ... women who are larger than I, sometimes MUCH larger, I wonder how in the hell it was so easy for them to get knocked up."</blockquote>




:( My problem was that I weigh so little. I knew it could cause problems but I didn't realize how bad until we started trying for another.

[Mrs. C] Due November 23; TTC since Dec 2010; Massachusetts 651 posts
7th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" I know that feeling. I have spent so much time and energy fretting over and struggling with my weight, ... [snip!] ... women who are larger than I, sometimes MUCH larger, I wonder how in the hell it was so easy for them to get knocked up."</blockquote>



This! I've been busting my ass at the gym trying to hit my goal weight before we start treatment again. Then I see a pregnant lady much larger than myself and wonder why I bother.



I also saw a pregnant lady chain smoking at a BBQ last weekend. Whole other story & I myself used to smoke off and on, so I'm trying not to judge but really?

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1220 posts
7th Aug '13
Quoting Amelia Margaret:" I know that feeling. I have spent so much time and energy fretting over and struggling with my weight, ... [snip!] ... women who are larger than I, sometimes MUCH larger, I wonder how in the hell it was so easy for them to get knocked up."


The kick in the stomach for me was when I was leaving, I saw her and the 3 other children she had in addition to the infant in the car seat.



They looked to be about 4,3 and 2. The oldest child was wandering about and the youngest one didnt have shoes on and the middle child was fighting with the youngest. Why is she so lucky?



If I had 4 kids I would make sure they werent walking around semi supervised, semi dressed and next to a busy highway.



Like I just dont understand.
I am starting to feel like it is just going to be my Husband and Myself.



I am SO afraid of losing him, and it would be my own fault. Their is nothing wrong with me that Femara and Gonal F wouldnt fix. But because of the PCOS and whatever is messing up my A1c, I cant start treatment.



Sometimes I think if I just get my thyroid straightened out I would just buy femara online, and monitor myself, then go on insulin as soon as I got a positive pregnancy test, but of course since the last time I actually had success with treatment I was mildly over simmed I need to be monitored by a RE.



If things dont start getting better I am going look for another doctor, because I feel like the one I am seeing now isnt aggressive enough.



At this point it has been 3 years since I have taken any type of fertility drug, and we need to get this going, I want a baby now.

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 16464 posts
status 7th Aug '13
Quoting Dr.Clandestine:" The kick in the stomach for me was when I was leaving, I saw her and the 3 other children she had in ... [snip!] ... this point it has been 3 years since I have taken any type of fertility drug, and we need to get this going, I want a baby now."


Wouldn't hurt to have a consultation.

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1220 posts
7th Aug '13
Quoting [Mrs. C]:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Amelia Margaret:</b>" I know that feeling. I have spent so ... [snip!] ... smoking at a BBQ last weekend. Whole other story & I myself used to smoke off and on, so I'm trying not to judge but really?"


Oh I know!



I cut out literally EVERYTHING, I dont drink hardly anymore. I havent had a coke in almost 2 years, and I rarely drink soda if I do it is clear.



I am much healthier than I was at 21.



I cant even remember the last time I ate something out of a can, because it is lined with BPA.

Dr.Clandestine 1 angel baby; Stockholm, Sweden 1220 posts
7th Aug '13
Quoting Amelia Margaret:" Wouldn't hurt to have a consultation."


This current doctor is the 3rd opinion.



The first RE I saw, was all here are some meds! Piggybacks of Clomid and Femara when I wouldnt have any lining.



The second was all " How about you lose some weight fatty? That is the CURE for PCOS."



This current guy is overpriced and a 100 mile drive each way, he atleast figured out that I was right and something is wrong with my thyroid since it caused my chemical. But he is dragging his feet and wont even speak to me until my A1c is under 6.



If your type 1 diabetic they say under 7 for 6 months to TTC, same for type 2.

Her mama his wife TTC since Nov 2010; 1 child; Puerto Rico 6237 posts
8th Aug '13

Well, today is the day I get my beta done. I'm actually at the office now. I don't expect to get a call until abou 4 (that's typically the time my nurse would call). I don't know what to think, I really don't feel pregnant but I'm trying to stay optimistic. If I'm not....then I'm gonna forget about my sadness as I sit in the floor of the Justin timberlake/jay z concert tonight (I'm a huge Justin fan).

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 16464 posts
status 8th Aug '13
Quoting Her mama his wife:" Well, today is the day I get my beta done. I'm actually at the office now. I don't expect to get a call ... [snip!] ... I'm gonna forget about my sadness as I sit in the floor of the Justin timberlake/jay z concert tonight (I'm a huge Justin fan)."


Fingers crossed for you. Have fun tonight!!

Mrs.O-[pregnant!] Due December 8 (boy); Massachusetts 5 posts
8th Aug '13

Hi Ladies!! It's Ashleigh.



I asked for my other BG profile to be deleted and I'm starting from scratch. I'm rarely on BG anyways... just wanted to stop in and say hello. Hope everyone is doing well!!!!

Her mama his wife TTC since Nov 2010; 1 child; Puerto Rico 6237 posts
8th Aug '13

Not pregnant

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 16464 posts
status 8th Aug '13
Quoting Mrs.O-[pregnant!]:" Hi Ladies!! It's Ashleigh. I asked for my other BG profile to be deleted and I'm starting from scratch. ... [snip!] ... I'm starting from scratch. I'm rarely on BG anyways... just wanted to stop in and say hello. Hope everyone is doing well!!!!"


What for??? So glad you're still here though!

Amelia [a Mom] 1 child; 4 angel babies; Tallahassee, Florida 16464 posts
status 8th Aug '13
Quoting Her mama his wife:" Not pregnant"


Sucks. :( I'm sorry.

user banned Due March 16; 18 kids; Springfield, Georgia 8473 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Her mama his wife:</b>" Not pregnant"</blockquote>




I'm sorry.

Her mama his wife TTC since Nov 2010; 1 child; Puerto Rico 6237 posts
8th Aug '13

Thanks ladies.