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This is kind of pointless,all im doing is going on&on. Priscilla Nicole Due November 30; Parkersburg, West Virginia 90 posts
3rd Jun '12

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I am tired of hearing that I am:
Stupid for getting "knocked up".. (&I hate when people say knocked up..)
Not good at listening. &dumb for not waiting.
Dumb for leaving an ex cause leaving him got me pregnant, - one of my exes said that.
Stubborn.
Crazy.
Hardheaded.
Not good enough.
Too young to be having a baby.
Crazy for leaving the baby daddy.
Stupid for getting with a new guy.
Not able to even take care of a hamster.
Too hormonal.
Always complaining.
Asking to many questions.
Always doing everything wrong.
Going to die giving birth cause I am to little.
&&I could go on and on. But I'm not cause it makes me mad.
And i hate when people tell me i should get an abortion cause i am to young to have a child. I have already heard the heartbeat. I have made it to the second trimester already.. I'm not killing it. I just wish people would back off, and quit being so negative. But, I guess i understand.. cause I should have thought before doing a lot of the things i have done. But didn't. But, I can't go back. I just wish their were more positive people. I wish I could actually take it back just because the baby's daddy is a complete dumba**. He got locked up for just a few months, then decided to run away.. Now he is locked up in Salem until he is 18. He makes me so mad... He is still on the run cause he hasn't got caught yet. He always tries to come near me. Like, he is lucky i don't call the cops on him myself.. I wish I could have waited until i was older and more mature.. Cause i am still pretty immature. I act like a little kid sometimes.
&&I love my mom but she left me here and doesn't even know where i am at.. I'm with hunter i been with him forever.. She left me to go see her boyfriend..:( She is like 3 hours away.
&&I keep going on and on. &It is cause my boyfriend walked off to "make coffee. " &I am bored. &There is a lot on my mind:(
&&I am not trying to feel sorry for myself. I don't regret anything.. But i don't think i believe everything happens for a reason tho anymore. I just wish i could have changed things. But, I can't go back.

WeenieMachine 3 kids; Japan 27915 posts
3rd Jun '12

Get it all out, doll. Put all those worries and fears out in the world so they can stop clouding your mind. Everybody has their list of "if onlys" and things we wish had been different or people we wanted to be something they're not. In the end, it's not about proving everybody else wrong. It's about proving yourself RIGHT- that you are worthy, good, mature and capable. Some days it's harder than others but be your own best friend.

Priscilla Nicole Due November 30; Parkersburg, West Virginia 90 posts
3rd Jun '12
Quoting WeenieMachine:" Get it all out, doll. Put all those worries and fears out in the world so they can stop clouding your ... [snip!] ... yourself RIGHT- that you are worthy, good, mature and capable. Some days it's harder than others but be your own best friend."

Thanks, I felt kind of silly after posting it.. Cause I thought i was just asking to be put down some more. But it does feel good to let my feelings out. Even if i am just typing it out.

NBA Mommy 1 child; Bahamas 1352 posts
3rd Jun '12

I know exactly how you felt because at one point my life was in complete shambles.But all you have to do is prove everyone wrong.Show them that everything they thought about you, and what was going to happen was wrong.Try to stay positive and keep your head up.

WeenieMachine 3 kids; Japan 27915 posts
3rd Jun '12
Quoting Priskiilluh:" Thanks, I felt kind of silly after posting it.. Cause I thought i was just asking to be put down some more. But it does feel good to let my feelings out. Even if i am just typing it out. "


Get yourself a journal and scribble in it if you need to. Even if you're just throwing words down as a big "EFF YOU!" to the world.

Priscilla Nicole Due November 30; Parkersburg, West Virginia 90 posts
3rd Jun '12
Quoting NBA Mommy:" I know exactly how you felt because at one point my life was in complete shambles.But all you have to ... [snip!] ... them that everything they thought about you, and what was going to happen was wrong.Try to stay positive and keep your head up."

Thanks, I really do want to prove everyone wrong. No matter how young i am i am going to try and be the best mom i can be. &I am trying to become more and more mature before i have the baby.

Priscilla Nicole Due November 30; Parkersburg, West Virginia 90 posts
3rd Jun '12
Quoting WeenieMachine:" Get yourself a journal and scribble in it if you need to. Even if you're just throwing words down as a big "EFF YOU!" to the world."

Hahah, I will. That would probably help me(:

NBA Mommy 1 child; Bahamas 1352 posts
3rd Jun '12
Quoting Priskiilluh:" Thanks, I really do want to prove everyone wrong. No matter how young i am i am going to try and be the best mom i can be. &I am trying to become more and more mature before i have the baby."


Thats good for you,and thats the best thing for you and your baby.Because even though sometimes we dont want to do certain things like grow up,it turns out to be the best thing for us.

Jorian 2 kids; Granite City, Illinois 207 posts
4th Jun '12

I probably had a ton of people say those type of things about me because I am 19 and with two babies. But don't let people put you down. All you will care about is your baby when he/she gets here and that's all that matters :] I know that even if people were to say something to me, I know I would never change a thing. My babes are my world. Also I know what you feel like about your mom. It's hard but it's all worth it in the end really :D

Haley Miller Due April 12; 1 child; fort gordon, ga, United States 42 posts
4th Jun '12

ie been told the same stuff i just wish people wouldent put me down so much we all make mistakes but i got to say im going to love my child whether they like it or not