Do you feel worse towards the due date? Cattails TTC since Oct 2011; 64 kids; North Carolina 857 posts
12th Sep '12

I am having a lot of difficulty recently. Today's my birthday, so I should be happy, right? But all I keep thinking is I should have been 38 weeks pregnant tomorrow. I've been having a lot of anger recently, and the only thing I can guess it's from is frustration with myself for having such difficulty TTC. It's approaching one year and I just want that feeling again, I feel as each AF comes, my heart breaks more. Is it normal or should I seek some help, because it's becoming crippling almost. I am crying daily now, when it used to only hit me every few weeks.

NewMommyXOXO 1 child; South Carolina 1183 posts
12th Sep '12

I'm so sorry hun. I would definitely talk to a doctor about counseling and or medication. I know it's hard right now but you deserve to be .happy again. *hugs*

Squeaky McGee 2 kids; 3 angel babies; Indiana 63810 posts
13th Sep '12

It does get more difficult as your due date approaches, especially when you see former due date buddies posting their labor stories and pictures of their babies. It's like a slap in the face. You'll have your good days and your bad days, but if you feel your grief is preventing you from functioning in your day to day routine, then you may want to seek some counseling.