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Sigh...does it get easier? Adelie & Louie's Mommy Due February 8 (boy); 1 child; Pennsylvania 437 posts
27th Sep '12

Some days I feel like it does, others just suck. Some nights like tonight, I just want to pick up the phone and call my mom....



I miss her more than anything. She should be here right now. Addie misses her like crazy :( we visit her at least once every week. She didn't get to meet my sister's new baby Liam born last week. She would love him. She isn't going to get to meet Louie. She is missing out on Addie's first year of school. It's just not fair. I wish she was here to support me with my new job.. My dad is so lost without her. Keep a watch on him mommy because we need him so much.



I wonder why the ones who are so special are always taken away for no damn good reason. I miss you so much mama. It's only been 2 months, but everyday is a struggle to get through without you. I would do anything for one moe hug from you. I hope I make you proud mama <3



Sigh..thanks for reading. Just a little vent I guess. Missing my mom so much today. Wish I could just pick up the phone and call her.

Crazyhazel89 1 child; Erie, Pennsylvania 3994 posts
27th Sep '12

I just made a post a couple hours ago about how i missed my mom. She passed away when i was 16...almost 6 years ago. and no it doesnt really get better.



some days you will be fine and then others you will miss her like crazy and cry...it happens and its ok.

Crackeddy Ann 1 child; Maryland 7835 posts
27th Sep '12

:( I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine what you are going through. Hugs.

Crazyhazel89 1 child; Erie, Pennsylvania 3994 posts
27th Sep '12

ps....if you need anyone to talk to..ill be hear to listen to you. it can be tough...especially since it's so fresh for you.

Adelie & Louie's Mommy Due February 8 (boy); 1 child; Pennsylvania 437 posts
27th Sep '12
Quoting Christina Getty:" I just made a post a couple hours ago about how i missed my mom. She passed away when i was 16...almost ... [snip!] ... really get better. some days you will be fine and then others you will miss her like crazy and cry...it happens and its ok."


I'm so sorry honey :( I can'tmagine losing my mom that young. I'm 30 and it's the hardest thing I have ever gone through.

Adelie & Louie's Mommy Due February 8 (boy); 1 child; Pennsylvania 437 posts
27th Sep '12
Quoting Crackeddy Ann:" :( I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine what you are going through. Hugs."


Thanks sweetie

Adelie & Louie's Mommy Due February 8 (boy); 1 child; Pennsylvania 437 posts
27th Sep '12
Quoting Christina Getty:" ps....if you need anyone to talk to..ill be hear to listen to you. it can be tough...especially since it's so fresh for you."


Thanks. Same for you.



I feel crazy. Sometimes I pick up the phone to call her...but then I remember I can't.

Crazyhazel89 1 child; Erie, Pennsylvania 3994 posts
27th Sep '12
Quoting Adelie & Louie's Mommy:" Thanks. Same for you. I feel crazy. Sometimes I pick up the phone to call her...but then I remember I can't."

well thank you.
She's been sick as far back as I can remember...so I knew it was coming. I know she isn't in pain anymore.



I dream about her all the time....but it's just us doing really simple things like going shopping together..things we missed out on. Sometimes it's a little bit more depressing and in my dreams she'll tell me that she didnt really die...she faked it or something..and waking up from those dreams are hard.

chubbie2hubbie 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Wisconsin 82 posts
27th Sep '12

My Mom will be gone for two years this December. I totally feel your pain. Yes, it does get easier. But it is always different..stay strong and remember that she has a perfect window from heaven!

lil' momma 1831 2 kids; Middletown, Ohio 170 posts
27th Sep '12

It's hard losing a parent no matter how old you are.



I lost my dad this past January and it was the most hardest thing i've ever went through and its still hard. I dont see how it gets easier especially when your close to them. I still cry over it all the time. Its still hard to accept that he's really gone. But i cant be selfish. He was in a lot of pain and i know hes in heaven pain free.
I found out a month after my son was born he had cancer. A little over two years later he passed away at the age of 54. Its not fair. I hate cancer. Wish it never existed. :(



But i am so sorry for your lost. I am here to talk or for you to vent at anytime.! As much as it sucks, its still nice to talk to someone whos going through the same thing. Not everyone feels our pain..

ps; i love u 32 kids; Pennsylvania 6 posts
28th Sep '12

It is never easy when someone who meant the world to you is gone, I'm sorry for your lost but be stronge and just remember your mom is still watching over you and your family from heaven, and one day you will see her again <3