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I lost her:'( Unbr3@k@bl3 Due June 30; 1 angel baby; Louisiana 88 posts
28th Sep '12

I don't even know where to begin. Sunday September 23 at 1157 pm my baby girl Journeigh Grace was born sleeping. Its officially the worst/best day of my life. She was so beautiful. It all begun that Saturday when I went to labor and delivery around 8am for cramping. I wasn't in labor but they noticed my blood pressure was high. They put me on some meds but it continue to increase. Around 11:15 pm Saturday they decided to induce labor. At first I said no. I was only 41 weeks. As if her having trisomy 13 wasn't life threatening enough she would be premature also I couldn't let them do it. But after a while I went through with it knowing that a seizure would definitely be more tragic for her than anything. So labor was induced. Around 5cm dilated they came in to check her heart rate. She was gone. I couldn't believe she was just there doing fine. An ultrasound was done no movement. I was just in shock. A little later she was born. Doctor laid her on my chest. I couldn't help but break down. There was still a part of me that had hope. I still waited for her to cry or something. She was so beautiful weighing 3lb 12oz cold black hair, chunky cheeks. I thought I could love her anymore but suddenly I did. You will always be with me baby girl:'(

Nut ღ Meg Beverly Hills, CA, United States 40239 posts
28th Sep '12

Aw, I'm so sorry Momma. :( May your baby girl rest in peace.

BαtMαɳ Gotham, __, United States 65518 posts
status 28th Sep '12

I am so very sorry for your loss :(

4j's 2 kids; Japan 1587 posts
28th Sep '12

im so sorry :(

JeNnAs MoMoM 2 kids; Pennsylvania 3090 posts
28th Sep '12

So sad. I'm sorry mama. :( hugs.

Super Mommy! Costa Mesa, CA, United States 12670 posts
28th Sep '12

I'm so sorry, but I'm glad you were able to see and hold her in your arms even if only for a short time. May she rest in peace.

CRSx2Mommy 18 kids; North Carolina 3475 posts
28th Sep '12

tragic. I hate when things like this happen. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Commander Shepard 18 kids; Jacksonville, Florida 6447 posts
28th Sep '12

I'm very sorry for your loss. *big hugs*

Boomstick! 18 kids; Arizona 1608 posts
28th Sep '12

I'm so very sorry!!!! :cry:

MyPurrrtyBabies 3 kids; Alabama 8386 posts
28th Sep '12

Omg mama :( , I am so very sorry. *Hugs*

EskimoKiss TTC since Apr 2014; 1 child; Texas 11221 posts
28th Sep '12

I'm so sorry :( have no other words...

Momma rooo 3 kids; Arizona 307 posts
28th Sep '12

I am very sorry for your loss!!!

LoveMyBabyz 2 kids; West Virginia 238 posts
28th Sep '12

:cry: I am so sorry for your loss, I'll keep you in my prayers.

slayera Due February 2 (twins); 4 kids; 3 angel babies; nowhere, ca, United States 1206 posts
28th Sep '12

im in tears...so sorry for your loss :cry:

treann79 33 kids; Wisconsin 1190 posts
28th Sep '12

I am so sorry :(