I lost her:'( Unbr3@k@bl3 16 kids; Louisiana 88 posts28th Sep '12
I don't even know where to begin. Sunday September 23 at 1157 pm my baby girl Journeigh Grace was born sleeping. Its officially the worst/best day of my life. She was so beautiful. It all begun that Saturday when I went to labor and delivery around 8am for cramping. I wasn't in labor but they noticed my blood pressure was high. They put me on some meds but it continue to increase. Around 11:15 pm Saturday they decided to induce labor. At first I said no. I was only 41 weeks. As if her having trisomy 13 wasn't life threatening enough she would be premature also I couldn't let them do it. But after a while I went through with it knowing that a seizure would definitely be more tragic for her than anything. So labor was induced. Around 5cm dilated they came in to check her heart rate. She was gone. I couldn't believe she was just there doing fine. An ultrasound was done no movement. I was just in shock. A little later she was born. Doctor laid her on my chest. I couldn't help but break down. There was still a part of me that had hope. I still waited for her to cry or something. She was so beautiful weighing 3lb 12oz cold black hair, chunky cheeks. I thought I could love her anymore but suddenly I did. You will always be with me baby girl:'(
Nut ღ Meg Beverly Hills, CA, United States 40229 posts28th Sep '12
Aw, I'm so sorry Momma. :( May your baby girl rest in peace.
BαtMαɳ 2 kids; Bat Cave, North Carolina 48699 posts28th Sep '12
I am so very sorry for your loss :(
JeNnAs MoMoM 2 kids; Pennsylvania 3090 posts28th Sep '12
So sad. I'm sorry mama. :( hugs.
Super Mommy! 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Costa Mesa, California 6054 postsstatus 28th Sep '12
I'm so sorry, but I'm glad you were able to see and hold her in your arms even if only for a short time. May she rest in peace.
CRSx2Mommy 18 kids; North Carolina 3475 posts28th Sep '12
tragic. I hate when things like this happen. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Commander Shepard 18 kids; Jacksonville, Florida 6446 posts28th Sep '12
I'm very sorry for your loss. *big hugs*
MyPurrrtyBabies 3 kids; Alabama 8386 posts28th Sep '12
Omg mama :( , I am so very sorry. *Hugs*
EskimoKiss 1 child; Texas 11202 posts28th Sep '12
I'm so sorry :( have no other words...
Momma rooo 3 kids; Arizona 307 posts28th Sep '12
I am very sorry for your loss!!!
LoveMyBabyz 2 kids; West Virginia 238 posts28th Sep '12
:cry: I am so sorry for your loss, I'll keep you in my prayers.
slayera 4 kids; 3 angel babies; nowhere, ca, United States 541 postsstatus 28th Sep '12
im in tears...so sorry for your loss :cry: