Reply
Bryan Ray's Mommy + 1 ♥ Due June 26 (girl); TTC since Nov 2011; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Bryan, TX, United States 4107 posts
16th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Bryan Ray's Mommy:</b>" I feel like I can see it, but I could ... [snip!] ... So was I. Both bfns again. I dont have anymore answer tests and Im not going to buy anymore. 12DPO and nohing :( so frustrating"


:( *hugs* I'm sorry hun. I'm not giving up on you or me!

katxo 18 kids; Florida 7270 posts
16th Oct '12

<blockquote><b>Quoting Bryan Ray's Mommy:</b>" :( *hugs* I'm sorry hun. I'm not giving up on you or me!"</blockquote>




Im not giving up on you but I am on me. I dont think I am and I dont feel it either. Its okay. I havent even had sex with dh in 3 days bc Ive been so depressed and angry

Bryan Ray's Mommy + 1 ♥ Due June 26 (girl); TTC since Nov 2011; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Bryan, TX, United States 4107 posts
16th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Bryan Ray's Mommy:</b>" :( *hugs* I'm sorry hun. I'm not giving ... [snip!] ... dont think I am and I dont feel it either. Its okay. I havent even had sex with dh in 3 days bc Ive been so depressed and angry"


I know that feeling. I actually went through some stuff about 2 weeks ago with SO where I couldn't even be in the same house as him so I went to my moms and barely talked to him for a few days. With the year mark coming up I've been completely depressed about TTC :(

katxo 18 kids; Florida 7270 posts
16th Oct '12

Since when did TTCing become stressful for only trying a month maybe two. Some women just have no idea. What do they consider for trying longer than that? Bad Luck?

Naturally Alternative 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Lafayette, Louisiana 6014 posts
16th Oct '12

I guess I can officially join this thread. My period hasn't come yet but my temps keep dropping so it's on it's way next week. I'm so devastated. I tried so hard this month... temping every morning, using OPKs, taking extra vits., having so much sex, using a soft cup afterward and tilting my hips... I don't know what else I can do to get pregnant if all that didn't work.



I just wanted my rainbow baby for my birthday... I wanted to be pregnant on the 6 year anny of my first m/c... I know it was stupid to get so emotionally invested but I couldn't help it...



Ugh, f**k my body. [/vent, 'cause I know y'all will understand]

Bryan Ray's Mommy + 1 ♥ Due June 26 (girl); TTC since Nov 2011; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Bryan, TX, United States 4107 posts
16th Oct '12
Quoting M
katxo 18 kids; Florida 7270 posts
16th Oct '12

<blockquote><b>Quoting M

Bryan Ray's Mommy + 1 ♥ Due June 26 (girl); TTC since Nov 2011; 1 child; 2 angel babies; Bryan, TX, United States 4107 posts
16th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" Since when did TTCing become stressful for only trying a month maybe two. Some women just have no idea. What do they consider for trying longer than that? Bad Luck?"


I don't know but it takes everything in me to not go off on some of these girls and women that talk about how depressed and stressed they are because they've been trying for a month and didn't get their BFP!!

Naturally Alternative 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Lafayette, Louisiana 6014 posts
16th Oct '12

Bryan: Thanks. I was in the one thread but I don't know if I can stay... people keep coming in all "OMG I'm so close to testing but I feel out, OMG I hate that I'm not pregnant,OMG I know this is my first month but I wanted it so f**king bad bluhbluh" then next post "OMG I got my BFP!" I mean.. I'm happy for them... I don't wish infertility problems on anyone... but shit... I'm heart broken.



Kat: This is my first month temping... and I'd take 100 pills if it got me pregnant. I hate'em too but shit... lol Obviously they didn't help though. If it were just one day of a dip I'd say implantation, but it's 3 days now that it's been down, just going more and more down. f**king body.



Same. I'm on another site but it's a pregnancy thread so it's killing me a little every day. Myself and only one other person is actually TTC. Nearly all the others are pregnant teenagers who should never have gotten pregnant to begin with. f**k them and their bodies who get pregnant so easy but shouldn't whereas we are so ready but can't.



I just want to go lay down and cry a while but I got errands to get done before I have to go to a job I f**king hate so badly.



I'm bipolar and obviously off meds... so this is killing me... I wanted to get pregnant fast so I can get through the pregnancy and back on meds... but no. Stupid body.

Squeaky McGee 2 kids; 3 angel babies; Indiana 65008 posts
16th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" Since when did TTCing become stressful for only trying a month maybe two. Some women just have no idea. What do they consider for trying longer than that? Bad Luck?"


Yeah, that gets me, too. I mean, yeah, it is stressful, but not getting pregnant the first month is NOT the end of the world. If I don't get my BFP this month, I'll be bummed, but I've waited long enough, so I know waiting is not going to kill me. I'm trying to hold onto the hope that one day I'll get baby number two.



I'm glad you made this thread. People can come in here and vent their frustrations without being judged or called "jealous" or whatever. I hate that. I had a "friend" on here that said I was jealous of her. We got into a little fight awhile back and when I apologized, she wouldn't forgive me. She said I was jealous of her. Never in a million years would I be jealous of her. Sure, she got baby number two, but she's immature, unstable, bitchy, inconsiderate and just downright rude. Nothing to be jealous or envious of. Okay, I'm done now.

katxo 18 kids; Florida 7270 posts
17th Oct '12
Quoting Squeaky McGee:" Yeah, that gets me, too. I mean, yeah, it is stressful, but not getting pregnant the first month is ... [snip!] ... immature, unstable, bitchy, inconsiderate and just downright rude. Nothing to be jealous or envious of. Okay, I'm done now."

oh hunny, if I were you and that friend came at me like that, I don't think she would ever wanna talk to me again and frankly I wouldn't give two shits. Seriously though, no one is in that TTC thread. I like how everyone suggests that they should take a BG break, like this is where we come to vent out our frustrations. Laura and myself linked a girl in here, hopefully she joins. Someone was like like "oh, just stop trying" well shit, if we all did that, don't you think we'd be pregnant already? People just don't understand the frustrations unless they have been in this boat. Some women have no idea.. My cramps keep coming and going. I thought I smelled the smell of mushrooms and almost threw up lol. I really hope this is it. I'll be using another IC. I went to walmart to try and get some frers but they were all out ):

Squeaky McGee 2 kids; 3 angel babies; Indiana 65008 posts
17th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" oh hunny, if I were you and that friend came at me like that, I don't think she would ever wanna talk ... [snip!] ... lol. I really hope this is it. I'll be using another IC. I went to walmart to try and get some frers but they were all out ):"


I hate it when people say, "stop trying so hard!" It drives me batty.

I just realized that yesterday was one of my due dates. Boo. :(

katxo 18 kids; Florida 7270 posts
17th Oct '12
Quoting Squeaky McGee:" I hate it when people say, "stop trying so hard!" It drives me batty. I just realized that yesterday was one of my due dates. Boo. :("

aww boo ): ((hugs)) I had a dream about one of my best friends that passed away July 1st, I think I told you about it through several PM's but the dream felt so real. I was talking about it today to my manager and I started crying. In my dream we were hanging out and I knew she was dead but I was going around with her to see people who knew her and to make sure they knew she passed away, but I kept trying to talk to her about where we worked at and stuff like that and she kept telling me that she didn't remember. I told her that I missed her and wanted her to not go. I remember crying and balling my eyes out in my dream and I also remember that I didn't wanna wake up but I did. Sad morning I had

Squeaky McGee 2 kids; 3 angel babies; Indiana 65008 posts
17th Oct '12
Quoting katxo:" aww boo ): ((hugs)) I had a dream about one of my best friends that passed away July 1st, I think I told ... [snip!] ... crying and balling my eyes out in my dream and I also remember that I didn't wanna wake up but I did. Sad morning I had"


:cry:

Naturally Alternative 2 kids; 2 angel babies; Lafayette, Louisiana 6014 posts
17th Oct '12

*Hugs all around* I'm sorry ladies.