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didn't know where to post momto1stepto2 3 kids; 3 angel babies; Martinsville, Illinois 11347 posts
22nd Nov '12

i'm just feeling like i'm so disgusting lately everything i try i can lose weight
i just feel like a fat ass blob
i feel like i'm not enough for my husband anymore
i'm so scared i'm going to lose him
i'm just so tired all the time
i feel like i'm being ignored by my husband
i feel like i'm a bad mom cause i don't have the energy to do anything
i just want to curl up in a ball and die



i have sometimes thought about after i eat just to go to the bathroom and puking everything back up to just lose weight i don't eat much i eat a 1/2 of everything i don't know what to do anymore



i'm just ready to give up



(just so everyone know yes my doctor knows about this and we are trying to work on it)

Audreyymichelle Due June 14; 1 child; Delaware 2327 posts
23rd Nov '12

I know exactly what your going through. I hate myself I've actually cut my captors back a lot I keep it below 800 cals a day. I feel disgusting and I only eat when I get shaky.. I'm here if you need to talk

momto1stepto2 3 kids; 3 angel babies; Martinsville, Illinois 11347 posts
23rd Nov '12
Quoting Addisons mama :):" I know exactly what your going through. I hate myself I've actually cut my captors back a lot I keep ... [snip!] ... back a lot I keep it below 800 cals a day. I feel disgusting and I only eat when I get shaky.. I'm here if you need to talk"


i just feel like no matter what i do it don't work i do the only eating when i get shaky and headache then i only eat enough to make it go away

Audreyymichelle Due June 14; 1 child; Delaware 2327 posts
23rd Nov '12

I know nothing is helping me either and then on top of it SO keeps making remarks about my weight and if I say I'm hungry he tells me that I'm always hungry, I eat all day and yeah go ahead eat that and gain more weight. Makes me feel shitty.

momto1stepto2 3 kids; 3 angel babies; Martinsville, Illinois 11347 posts
23rd Nov '12
Quoting Addisons mama :):" I know nothing is helping me either and then on top of it SO keeps making remarks about my weight and ... [snip!] ... hungry he tells me that I'm always hungry, I eat all day and yeah go ahead eat that and gain more weight. Makes me feel shitty."


i know how that is jared does the same saying all i do it eat and i'm like hello i snack all day when i need to or i will pass out