Thanks everyone for the kind responses. I felt very depressed and upset yesterday but today I'm a little better. I didn't have to pump, so I got to spend more time with my daughter. She doesn't look at me any different. Shes full of smiles, scooting on the bed, rolling over and her doctor always says shes right on track and very healthy! No one in my family was BF, and we're all healthy. I just wanted to BF her so bad, even though it didn't work, I'll try again with the next baby!