mandee831 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Georgia 532 posts
20th Dec '12

I cried and cried reading this. My heart aches for you and your family. I am praying for you all :(

treann79 33 kids; Wisconsin 1189 posts
20th Dec '12

This is not fair at all :( I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss. She is so beautiful, precious, amazing. My heart is breaking for you and your family. Please know that there are so many people praying for you and I will continue to. So sorry :(

no name again Cairo, Egypt 9797 posts
21st Dec '12

I'm so sorry for your loss. She's adorable. I can only imagine how heartbreaking it must be. :(

HopingforaMiracle 1 child; USA 21595 posts
21st Dec '12

I'm so very sorry

Third time's a charm 5 kids; Georgia 1398 posts
22nd Dec '12

I went ahead and snooped your other pictures of your darling angel...I am so sorry sweetheart, I will never understand why SIDS claims so many children who had the most amazing parents, my heart aches for you my dear, I cannot imagine your pain. My prayers and thoughts are with you, I am so incredibly sorry :cry:

Eli&Elliot's Mommy! 2 kids; Brooklyn, New York 2109 posts
23rd Dec '12

I'm so sorry.. I can't even imagine..

Two Princesses 2 kids; San Pedro, CA, United States 7196 posts
23rd Dec '12

I'm so sorry for your loss momma.
R.I.P beautiful baby girl.
Your story made me cry my eyes out. My heart goees out to you and yours.
Best of luck.

♥ my girls 2 kids; Australia 184 posts
23rd Dec '12

I'm so so sorry for your loss, i cried so much reading your story, no mother should ever have to go through that, your little angel is beautiful <3

slayera 4 kids; 3 angel babies; nowhere, ca, United States 705 posts
23rd Dec '12

your story broke my heart. i cant even imagine your pain. sorry for your loss.

Mom2William&Michael 2 kids; 1 angel baby; New York 7600 posts
24th Dec '12

I'm so sorry. I burst into tears looking through your Facebook stuff. Best wishes to you and your family.

AmandaMN 3 kids; New York 30 posts
24th Dec '12

SO incredibly sorry for your loss, such a beautiful baby girl. May you find peace and love with family and friends.

Jacob & Caleb's mommy 2 kids; Wolcott, Connecticut 261 posts
25th Dec '12

I am soo soo sorry. I cried reading this and hugged my sons. I will keep you in my prayers.

*Bella's Mommy* Due October 29; 16 kids; New York 484 posts
26th Dec '12

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know e exactly how you feel I lost my daughter on December 4th to sids. It's the worst thing in the world and no parents should ever have to lose their baby. If you need to or want to talk plead pm me.

SIDS survivor 17 kids; Washington 196 posts
26th Dec '12

I am sorry for your loss. I was 20 when I lost my baby girl to "interrupted SIDS" meaning when my husband found her and the paramedics came she was in v-fib so her heart was quivering, but technically still alive. They did CPR for about an hour before they got a pulse on her, but she couldn't breathe on her own because she had gone too long with out oxygen and though she wasn't brain dead, she was very close to it. She had 1 reflex left and after 60 hrs in the NICU her brain started to hemorrhage. We made the decision to take her off of life support after extensive talking with the doctor. She would never wake up, if she made it through the next day she would probably live, but she'd be in a coma forever, always having surgery and I would never have my baby girl back.

A decision I never wanted to make, especially at the age of 20. It doesn't help with the police investigation afterward making you feel like you killed your child. And with how long it takes to get the death certificate you're left wondering if it really was you. Almost a year later, the image of me rushing through the front door to see my baby naked on the living room floor receiving CPR white as a sheet, will always be in my head.

Mommy2Emma,Carter&Sophia 51 kids; California 1687 posts
26th Dec '12

Hugs momma.. The loss of a child is the worst.. I know those screams you are talking about. I to remember yelling "no God please no"
Hugs and thoughts