Feeling hopeless. Vent E'M Shikari Due March 10; 1 child; 1 angel baby; Preston, United Kingdom 1736 posts22nd Dec '12
I can't stop crying I don't know wtf is wrong with me. Me and DD had to move back home three hours away from SO today and I didn't think I would take it this bad. I know I posted about this earlier but I just need to vent my feelings somewhere. He isn't even bothered, he doesn't even want to try and sort something out so we can be together. I know things between us have been difficult for a while but I still love him and I don't know how I will cope being away from him after living with him so long. It's like I need him. I just feel like giving up. I also had a m/c December 7th and I feel I need him even more while I'm dealing with the grief but he doesn't need me. Sorry to be all 'poor me' but everything just seems to be falling apart around me and with me also suffering depression I am so on the edge of losing it. I just want to go to sleep, wake up, and for everything to be ok and for my baby to be growing inside me and for SO to be here holding me :(
user banned 2 kids; Bat Cave, North Carolina 64587 posts22nd Dec '12
I'm sorry. That's really rough. Just try to keep it together for yourself and the LO you already have.
E'M Shikari Due March 10; 1 child; 1 angel baby; Preston, United Kingdom 1736 posts22nd Dec '12
Quoting Mayhem.:" I'm sorry. That's really rough. Just try to keep it together for yourself and the LO you already have."
Thanks, and yeah, I will try
Christina Tejada Due January 22; 16 kids; Fayetteville, North Carolina 158 posts22nd Dec '12
I'm so sorry you're going through so much right now. It's difficult but you've got to stay strong for yourself & your Lo. Don't despair; when 1 door closes, 10 more open in its place. Try to stay positive & know that everything happens for a reason. Good luck to you & lo!