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mental health bg secrets BG Secrets Arizona 4906 posts
31st Jan '13

I'm so miserable. I have a problem with obsessing over irrational untrue things. I've done it with having hiv/aids, having a heart attack, and now kids. :cry: :?



It's so f**king insane and not even true.



I was abused as a child and I saw a post on here that triggered me. I was worried my child would tell his head doctor that someone touched him because one he says people hurt him when they aren't even around him. And two because if you ask "Did blah blah blah" question he usually answers YES no matter what the question is. You could ask him did he ready a chair for lunch and he'll say yes. So I was paranoidabout that and my head just obsessed over it over and over. :(



Then it turned into kid in general and it's NEVER NEVER been any inappropriate thoughts but I'm still like I'm like f**k no disgusting and my head keeps obsessing about it. Like when I'm watching tv I'll see a cute kid and think aw adorable but my head will obsess over it. :( It's gotten a little better but now I'm like why was it ever in my head. f**king post :( And now I feel uncomfortable around kids.




My head always obsesses over terrible things. :( Death and being abandoned

That's Ohio 624 posts
31st Jan '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I'm so miserable. I have a problem with obsessing over irrational untrue things. I've done it with having ... [snip!] ... post :( And now I feel uncomfortable around kids. My head always obsesses over terrible things. :( Death and being abandoned"</blockquote>




Why don't you go talk to someone and get some help? You don't have to live your life trapped inside your head. There are plenty of resources out there for you to utilize.

BG Secrets Arizona 4906 posts
31st Jan '13
Quoting MyloveZoZo:" <blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I'm so miserable. I have a problem with obsessing ... [snip!] ... help? You don't have to live your life trapped inside your head. There are plenty of resources out there for you to utilize."



I have an appointment at 3 today to talk about it for the first time but I'm so nervous I'm crying right now. :(

Red Bottom 2 kids; Middelfart, Denmark 15203 posts
status 31st Jan '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I have an appointment at 3 today to talk about it for the first time but I'm so nervous I'm crying right now. :("</blockquote>




You need help. It's good you're getting it.

BG Secrets Arizona 4906 posts
31st Jan '13

had this ever happened to anyone else?

That's Ohio 624 posts
31st Jan '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I have an appointment at 3 today to talk about it for the first time but I'm so nervous I'm crying right now. :("</blockquote>




Your doing whats best for you and your family. Just be honest about what you are thinking and feeling. Take a deep breath and be proud of yourself for getting the help you need.

That's Ohio 624 posts
31st Jan '13

I have never had that happen but have battled bouts of depression since I was a teenager. Your not alone though.

AMR+3 Due August 7; 2 kids; North Carolina 791 posts
31st Jan '13
Quoting MyloveZoZo:" <blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I have an appointment at 3 today to talk ... [snip!] ... be honest about what you are thinking and feeling. Take a deep breath and be proud of yourself for getting the help you need."


What she said :) Good luck

BG Secrets Arizona 4906 posts
31st Jan '13
Quoting MyloveZoZo:" I have never had that happen but have battled bouts of depression since I was a teenager. Your not alone though."

I feel so some with this obsessing paranoia thing. With the heart attack thing my head would make up the symptoms like I'd "feel" chest pain and jawpain and upper stomach pain.

Red Bottom 2 kids; Middelfart, Denmark 15203 posts
status 31st Jan '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting BG Secrets:</b>" I feel so some with this obsessing paranoia thing. With the heart attack thing my head would make up the symptoms like I'd "feel" chest pain and jawpain and upper stomach pain. "</blockquote>




You understand that what your doing is irrational.



You have to figure out how to give power back to yourself. No one but you can control your thoughts.