I want to TTC so f**king bad and I know we shouldn't but I know I want to. DH is making good money and will go perm in March unless he royally f**ks up (his company is really leanent(sp) though and won't even fire some f****r who won't do his job) and we will be getting amazing insurance and it is so unlikely that I would get pregnant right away. He keeps saying well it's only two months away but I want to do it now. Like he doesn't understand with PCOS that it just doesn't work that way. You cannot just TTC and end up pregnant on the spot. I am on all kinds of pills to get everything normal again (turns out the pills were the key to losing weight this whole time) I want to sooo bad and he won't agree and I know it is only two months but it doesn't feel like only two months. My brain hears two months and my head is like what? Five years.. FML.