Every time I go to the bathroom (I'm on a cycle) I want to cry. January was the month I wanted to conceive and now it's over and done with, and our attempts seemed to be failures....
It's all brown blood so far, so of course I have this "hope" that it's just implantation, but maybe it's for the best I'm not preggers right now.
Take a deep breath and relax. Everyone hopes to get pregnant the first month, but that's not generally the way it happens. Try to enjoy the baby making, and remember that it may take some time.
I would say a majority of people don't conceive on their first attempt. Don't get too down on yourself. Remember to relax and enjoy the time with your partner.
Thank you both <3 I just was disappointed because my SO was so happy about trying again and we timed it perfect by ovulation planning (on our own, calendar +app and ovulation tests) and failure. With our first, Benji, he stuck quick. I had one negative test, but I tested too early, and then BAM! We decided to have a baby in April, I was pregnant in May. I think I just want this 2nd too bad.