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BPD MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13

Does anyone have Borderline Personality Disorder?
I have it, as well as Major Depressive Disorder.
I really need someone to talk to about it. It's destroying my relationship with DH, but I can't tell if it's me or him because of having it... H e says its me thats the b***h, and I think he's the a*****e. He's a recovering Alcoholic with MDD as well. Major anger issues.
I need someone who can understand me and tell me I'm not crazy.

Tea Bag McGee Due November 21 (girl); 2 kids; tardis, OS, United States 6892 posts
3rd Feb '13

i dont have it but i have a huge understand of it and open mind about it. as well as i have my own stuff i will not post in public.

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13

can I pm you about it tomorrow? I'm too overwhelmed today to talk about it... but i really need to.



it's mine and DH 4 yr today, and it was horrible. fights, yelling, blah.

The Master 2 kids; Perth, Australia 19989 posts
3rd Feb '13

Yep along with GAD and PD.

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Destiel:" Yep along with GAD and PD."

i have severe anxiety... cannot function in society at all as far as a job and school, and seeing my family and friends.
but i do awesome at home with me, dh, and my son.
and thats the thing, is i could be so in love with dh one day and want another baby, and the next hate him and want to die.
and then 30 mins later fine and dandy once things have cooled. ugh!!!!!!




whats PD? cause that just means personality disorder i thought?

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13

but i dont just hate him out of nowhere, its when we get in a fight.
this is just pure hell. i feel like a tsunami inside of me.
the ONLY time in my life I felt normal and happy was when I was pregnant with Cillian. Thats why I feel the instinctual need to have another baby. I feel whole, complete, perfect,
Now I feel like spawned dirt underfoot of kronos lol

The Master 2 kids; Perth, Australia 19989 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Natural Goddess Mommy:" i have severe anxiety... cannot function in society at all as far as a job and school, and seeing my ... [snip!] ... mins later fine and dandy once things have cooled. ugh!!!!!! whats PD? cause that just means personality disorder i thought?"


I've taught myself to deal with my anxiety and paranoia ... I have a habit of sort of acting in public ... being a different person.
PD is panic disorder

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Destiel:" I've taught myself to deal with my anxiety and paranoia ... I have a habit of sort of acting in public ... being a different person. PD is panic disorder"

oh okay.
yeah i act too. dh notices it and brings it up in fights as "youre probably just just like this normally (crazy b***h), and youre just acting when youre nice.

The Master 2 kids; Perth, Australia 19989 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Natural Goddess Mommy:" oh okay. yeah i act too. dh notices it and brings it up in fights as "youre probably just just like this normally (crazy b***h), and youre just acting when youre nice."


wow seriously? My SO has been fantastically supportive through the past 9 years we've together.

Marlee*TTC* Colorado Springs, Colorado 374 posts
3rd Feb '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Destiel:</b>" wow seriously? My SO has been fantastically supportive through the past 9 years we've together."</blockquote>




I was recently diagnosed with bpd after 3 suicide attempts in the last month. I also have social anxiety as well as panic disorder. DH is really supportive, maybe try couples counseling. I am about to start dbt have you tried that?

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Destiel:" wow seriously? My SO has been fantastically supportive through the past 9 years we've together."

well hes not always an a*****e... usually he tries to understand and e supportive. he obviously loves me if hes stayed with me for 4 yrs now lol



he just gets sick of me being a b***h and of fighting for days in a row. then tries to figure out what the hell.



but see i dont think i'm being a b***h out of nowhere like he says i am. i feel like i'm reacting to him having a negative attitude for no reason and it just escalates from there. I'm very sensitive and was abused by my dad so i cant take it for a second if he has a negative tone.

MotherFalcon+2 2 kids; Fólkvangr, Asgard, YD, Sweden 4118 posts
3rd Feb '13
Quoting Marlee*TTC*:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Destiel:</b>" wow seriously? My SO has been fantastically supportive ... [snip!] ... as well as panic disorder. DH is really supportive, maybe try couples counseling. I am about to start dbt have you tried that?"

we dont have a car atm... and live on a mountain so we cant go. i know we need to tho.
msg me if you need support. i totally understand where your coming from.



last night was horrible, and wanted to die so badly. but i never will because of my son. he's a mamas boy haha



but today has been wonderful! we even made love and were fine again!
until we fight in a few days... then ill be so down.



it doesnt help tht dh is depressed too. he has good days, but has a day a week where he just leaves us to nap all day and ignores us.

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