I just need to vent... Lyssa Ashley 1 child; Sanford, Maine 139 posts
11th Feb '13

I had my daughter in October 2011, ebf for 5 months and got pregnant again while she was 7 months old which resulted in a miscarriage in July. My sister also got pregnant around the same time and is due any day now with my nephew Jayceon... so I am going to meet my newly arrived family member really soon while mourning (privately). I have dreams that I'm pregnant, nightmares about my miscarriage, I still feel phantom kicks, and I have baby fever like CRAZY. On top of all this I'm dealing with rent not being paid yet, my car in the shop, my kid starting the terrible twos, job searching and this stupid snow >.<

I need a vacation...8)