i have some news.
my husband said that there was no way in hell he was giving up ky and that if i really felt they way i did then i could leave or we could try and work through it. i want to work through it and try to make myself better. we got a new car and im going to the hospital on his next day off to get treated for PPD.
i got a day off yesterday and it cleared my head alot. im so stressed out its not even funny. i have a few things im going to try first to make it better including going to a hospital. i love her to death and i want her to be in my life, but i have to focus on getting myself sane again.
and omg im sorry about that stuff. i took a quiz online yesterday about depression and it said i got a 92% and i had severe depression and i needed to go to the hospital ASAP. i dont want to myself kyleigh or joe, so im bettering myself and going to the hospital.
thank you ladies for helping me and talking to me:)
You should not wait for his next day off. Take your daughter with and go NOW.
Good for you. I hope it helps.
I had left my depression untreated cause I didn't want to admit I had a problem. I ended up in the hospital once (after starting a medication) and it was hell there. I didn't belong. I thought everyone there was insane and didn't want to be like them. I continued to get help, and a few months later ended up moving out and leaving my son with my parents. I was gone 3 months, rarely visited. When I came back, it took LO a while to trust me again. He didn't want me leaving the house after he was in bed. this was over 2 years ago and i still regret it.
getting help will be the best thing you could do for yourself. you wot regret it.
gah so frustrating. he still isnt taking you seriously.
I just read your past posts :(
this makes me sad...Because you had a break before, then things went shitty again...
You say now that you got a break & who knows how long until things get rough again....
What part of WV do you live in?
Good I'm glad you at getting the help you need. If you need to talk I'm here!
Quoting amor♥:" I just read your past posts :( this makes me sad...Because you had a break before, then things went ... [snip!] ... You say now that you got a break & who knows how long until things get rough again.... What part of WV do you live in?"
I'm glad it made you feel better to get away. As much as some think you need to go now to get help & I somewhat agree...even waiting a few days will be better than not getting help at all. In the meantime, if you are struggling and need to talk you can always PM me.