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All that were/are worried user banned
20th Feb '13

i have some news.



my husband said that there was no way in hell he was giving up ky and that if i really felt they way i did then i could leave or we could try and work through it. i want to work through it and try to make myself better. we got a new car and im going to the hospital on his next day off to get treated for PPD.




i got a day off yesterday and it cleared my head alot. im so stressed out its not even funny. i have a few things im going to try first to make it better including going to a hospital. i love her to death and i want her to be in my life, but i have to focus on getting myself sane again.
and omg im sorry about that stuff. i took a quiz online yesterday about depression and it said i got a 92% and i had severe depression and i needed to go to the hospital ASAP. i dont want to myself kyleigh or joe, so im bettering myself and going to the hospital.



thank you ladies for helping me and talking to me:)

RonniG Due July 19; 1 child; Plentywood, Montana 2036 posts
20th Feb '13

You should not wait for his next day off. Take your daughter with and go NOW.

user banned 2 kids; New York 34017 posts
20th Feb '13

Good for you. I hope it helps.



I had left my depression untreated cause I didn't want to admit I had a problem. I ended up in the hospital once (after starting a medication) and it was hell there. I didn't belong. I thought everyone there was insane and didn't want to be like them. I continued to get help, and a few months later ended up moving out and leaving my son with my parents. I was gone 3 months, rarely visited. When I came back, it took LO a while to trust me again. He didn't want me leaving the house after he was in bed. this was over 2 years ago and i still regret it.



getting help will be the best thing you could do for yourself. you wot regret it.



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user banned Due November 26; 1 child; Parkersburg, West Virginia 9548 posts
20th Feb '13

gah so frustrating. he still isnt taking you seriously.

♥Heather Due January 8 (girl); 3 kids; 2 angel babies; Dayton, Ohio 89299 posts
20th Feb '13

I just read your past posts :(



this makes me sad...Because you had a break before, then things went shitty again...

You say now that you got a break & who knows how long until things get rough again....

What part of WV do you live in?

tonys_mama(army wife) 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Fort Irwin, California 15543 posts
20th Feb '13

Good I'm glad you at getting the help you need. If you need to talk I'm here!

user banned 1 child; Bluefield, Virginia 1053 posts
20th Feb '13
Quoting amor♥:" I just read your past posts :( this makes me sad...Because you had a break before, then things went ... [snip!] ... You say now that you got a break & who knows how long until things get rough again.... What part of WV do you live in?"


Southern Wv

~Raylan's Mama~ 1 child; Tennessee 2116 posts
20th Feb '13

I'm glad it made you feel better to get away. As much as some think you need to go now to get help & I somewhat agree...even waiting a few days will be better than not getting help at all. In the meantime, if you are struggling and need to talk you can always PM me.