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It's been almost 4 years... Special Mama to an angel TTC since May 2009; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Pennsylvania 941 posts
30th Mar '13

It's been almost 4 years since I found out I was pregnant. Easter is particularly hard because Easter 4 years ago I was given a little baby rabbit for my little one. Just as I have begun to heal after so long, my best friend passes away. She died 2 1/2 months ago and I just can't seem to heal from that. Now I am lost, crying for both of them again. I don't know how to get over this one :(

.:Mini.Me:. 1 child; Arizona 406 posts
31st Mar '13

I hate hearing things like this cuz they make me tear up :(
I wish you didn't have to go through any of this and I'm sorry you are!

Special Mama to an angel TTC since May 2009; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Pennsylvania 941 posts
31st Mar '13
Quoting .:Mini.Me:.:" I hate hearing things like this cuz they make me tear up :( I wish you didn't have to go through any of this and I'm sorry you are! "

Aww thanks. I was family with my best friend but since I wasn't blood family, Im not even allowed to grieve anymore because it makes some people upset and I guess Im the best target but it hurts so much. I even had to go to the grave to give her a flower for Easter when I knew no one else would be there :(

.:Mini.Me:. 1 child; Arizona 406 posts
31st Mar '13
Quoting Special Mama to an angel:" Aww thanks. I was family with my best friend but since I wasn't blood family, Im not even allowed to ... [snip!] ... but it hurts so much. I even had to go to the grave to give her a flower for Easter when I knew no one else would be there :("


That's ridiculous! If I was ever in your situation, I don't know if I'd ever get over it.. In time I'd start to smile and laugh more, but it would still always hurt..

Special Mama to an angel TTC since May 2009; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Pennsylvania 941 posts
31st Mar '13

Well when my niece and nephew were born, just seeing their faces made me smile and I was finally able to be happy again. Then my friend who went through a miscarriage as well was the only one who knew what it was like. She was like my second mother and I can't get over never seeing her again. I was there when she was dying and I just can't get that image out of my head or the funeral. I just don't know how to heal this time. :(

.:Mini.Me:. 1 child; Arizona 406 posts
31st Mar '13
Quoting Special Mama to an angel:" Well when my niece and nephew were born, just seeing their faces made me smile and I was finally able ... [snip!] ... when she was dying and I just can't get that image out of my head or the funeral. I just don't know how to heal this time. :("


I wish I knew what to say or do :( I've never been in that situation though, but just try your best to keep your head up!!

Special Mama to an angel TTC since May 2009; 16 kids; 1 angel baby; Pennsylvania 941 posts
1st Apr '13
Quoting .:Mini.Me:.:" I wish I knew what to say or do :( I've never been in that situation though, but just try your best to keep your head up!!"


Thank you so much :)