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Scared Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

I posted earlier about finding a mass coming out of my vaginal wall. I think it may be behind the wall because the mass has a texture that is the same as the rest of the vaginal wall.
Well I felt around again just now and actually examined it best I could.
It is hard and really odd shaped. I can move it around a little, but I didn't try too hard in case I would hurt myself. I can press it back into my body, but I didn't try t see how far it would go.
I have an appt with an OBGYN tomorrow. I'm actually really scared. Like I can't stop shaking and the more I think about it the worse I get. I'm just trembling. :(



Cancer killed both of my dad's parents. I'm terrified. I can't even describe how terrified I am.

user banned 2 kids; Minnesota 7318 posts
24th Apr '13

In the back? Could it possibly be an internal hemorrhoid you can feel through your vaginal wall?

Kiki's Mommy Due November 10 (girl); 1 child; Montana 3977 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Minion:</b>" I posted earlier about finding a mass coming out of my vaginal wall. I think it may be behind the wall ... [snip!] ... get. I'm just trembling. :( Cancer killed both of my dad's parents. I'm terrified. I can't even describe how terrified I am."</blockquote>




I am sorry. Perhaps it is just a cyst?? I have know people with those...

Projectpaige 4 kids; Corona, California 876 posts
24th Apr '13

I hope everything is okay, that sounds so weird. Does it hurt all? Did ob sound c9ncerned when you called?

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" In the back? Could it possibly be an internal hemorrhoid you can feel through your vaginal wall?"</blockquote>




Yeah it's in the back. I thought it was poop I was feeling trough the intestines, but it hasn't moved at all.



Wouldn't a hemorrhoid bleed? I hope to god that's what it is, though.

user banned 2 kids; Minnesota 7318 posts
24th Apr '13
Quoting Minion:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" In the back? Could it possibly be an internal ... [snip!] ... trough the intestines, but it hasn't moved at all. Wouldn't a hemorrhoid bleed? I hope to god that's what it is, though."


They don't always bleed :). I bet that's what it is. Do you ever have pain in your tailbone?

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Projectpaige:</b>" I hope everything is okay, that sounds so weird. Does it hurt all? Did ob sound c9ncerned when you called?"</blockquote>




It doesn't hurt at all. Hopefully that's a good sign.
My mom called for me because I didn't know of any good OBGYNs. She didn't mention anything like they were concerned.

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Kiki's Mommy:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Minion:</b>" I posted earlier about finding a mass coming out ... [snip!] ... describe how terrified I am."</blockquote> I am sorry. Perhaps it is just a cyst?? I have know people with those..."</blockquote>




I hope so. In 2011 I had to have cysts removed through my belly button. I didn't think cysts were big though?

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" They don't always bleed :). I bet that's what it is. Do you ever have pain in your tailbone?"</blockquote>




Sometimes I do. Like it just hurts so bad I can't stand it sometimes. I thought it was just a pinched nerve. I hope you're right. I had a hemorrhoid once, but it was at the opening of the rectum. I thought that's the only place they were. Only reason I knew it was there was because for a while I'd bleed something awful when I had bowel movements. It stopped awhile back though.



And hemorrhoids are hard?



I also have cramps in my ovary areas too, but I have Mirena. So maybe my body is being funky.

user banned 2 kids; Minnesota 7318 posts
24th Apr '13
Quoting Minion:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" They don't always bleed :). I bet that's ... [snip!] ... And hemorrhoids are hard? I also have cramps in my ovary areas too, but I have Mirena. So maybe my body is being funky."


I guess I don't really know what they feel like, but tailbone pain is a pretty big sign of internal hemorrhoids, and they're pretty common after having kids. They can also cause misshapen stool, it can be flat sometimes, does that ever happen? I googled it just now and it says you can feel them through your vaginal wall if they get big enough so I'm assuming they'd have to be pretty firm to push on your tailbone enough to cause pain.

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" I guess I don't really know what they feel like, but tailbone pain is a pretty big sign of internal ... [snip!] ... wall if they get big enough so I'm assuming they'd have to be pretty firm to push on your tailbone enough to cause pain."</blockquote>




I'm not sure about flat, but I usually have soft and skinny (?) stool. I notice they were skinny a while back. I never have "normal" stool anymore. Lol it's so weird describing stool.

user banned 2 kids; Minnesota 7318 posts
24th Apr '13
Quoting Minion:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" I guess I don't really know what they feel ... [snip!] ... (?) stool. I notice they were skinny a while back. I never have "normal" stool anymore. Lol it's so weird describing stool."


Sounds like that's probably it, I hope they can confirm that tomorrow. Anytime you feel a growth it's terrifying but most of the time it is something harmless.

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" Sounds like that's probably it, I hope they can confirm that tomorrow. Anytime you feel a growth it's terrifying but most of the time it is something harmless. "</blockquote>




Thank you so much for talking to me. :) I'm not in panic mode anymore.

user banned 2 kids; Minnesota 7318 posts
24th Apr '13
Quoting Minion:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" Sounds like that's probably it, I hope ... [snip!] ... time it is something harmless. "</blockquote> Thank you so much for talking to me. :) I'm not in panic mode anymore."


No worries, I have them and I thought I was dying of colon cancer a couple months back, lol.

Minion Due September 30 (girl); 2 kids; ., GA, United States 21536 posts
24th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chim Richalds:</b>" No worries, I have them and I thought I was dying of colon cancer a couple months back, lol."</blockquote>




I thought for sure it was like stage IV vaginal cancer.
Hopefully I'll get good news tomorrow.