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One year. nicolelynnexo Due August 8 (girl); TTC since May 2012; 1 angel baby; Springfield, WV, United States 370 posts
30th Apr '13

This exact day last year, i ended up in the emergency room with light bleeding. I was there for approximately 6 hours. Maybe more, maybe less. I was taken back to a roomto get an ultrasound where my world stopped. No line. No fluttering heartbeat. Nothing. I knew it, but the technician said nothing. I went to use the restroom and the toilet water was filled with blood. I began crying hysterically. Then what seemed like forever, the doctor cams into my room and said those heart wrenching words. "There was no heartbeat. You've had a miscarriage." Emptiness. Tomorrow, last year, i saw my obgyn. He scheduled me for a d&c on may 2nd. I cried for 2 weeks straight. My eyes burned so bad. I wished and wished that i had my baby back, growing in my belly. This year hasnt been easy at all. I think of my baby every single day.

thats me. :) 18 kids; Edmonton, Alberta 3279 posts
status 30th Apr '13

Sorry to hear that!!!

nicolelynnexo Due August 8 (girl); TTC since May 2012; 1 angel baby; Springfield, WV, United States 370 posts
30th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting thats me. :):</b>" Sorry to hear that!!!"</blockquote>




Thanks. I felt like i needed to get that out. Especially today. But i dont wanna post anything on facebook.. at least not right now.

MommaMetcalf Due January 12; 1 child; 1 angel baby; Tennessee 28 posts
30th Apr '13
Quoting nicolelynnexo:" This exact day last year, i ended up in the emergency room with light bleeding. I was there for approximately ... [snip!] ... and wished that i had my baby back, growing in my belly. This year hasnt been easy at all. I think of my baby every single day."


I completely understand! I went through the exact same thing. Yesterday 4-29-13 was one year since the lost of our sweet angel! It was the hardest most depressing thing I have ever went through! Had it not been for loving family and friends along with our faith in God that everything happens for a reason... even when we don't/ CAN'T understand I'm not sure I would have survived. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. We found out we were expecting again 3 days before we found out we were expecting last year. I just found out my due date is 5 days before my due date last year. It has been an emotional year, but I know that God has a plan and that is proof by this precious child that is growing in me now. Does that mean I never worry? No, I worry constantly... I try not to...but I just do... Anyways, I pray that you have a sweet baby growing in you again very soon!
Blessings~

nicolelynnexo Due August 8 (girl); TTC since May 2012; 1 angel baby; Springfield, WV, United States 370 posts
30th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting MommaMetcalf:</b>" I completely understand! I went through the exact same thing. Yesterday 4-29-13 was one year since the ... [snip!] ... I try not to...but I just do... Anyways, I pray that you have a sweet baby growing in you again very soon! Blessings~"</blockquote>




Thanks so much. That means a lot ♥

thats me. :) 18 kids; Edmonton, Alberta 3279 posts
status 30th Apr '13
Quoting nicolelynnexo:" <blockquote><b>Quoting thats me. :):</b>" Sorry to hear that!!!"</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... I felt like i needed to get that out. Especially today. But i dont wanna post anything on facebook.. at least not right now."


I hope you can emotionally heal! I know I had a hard time with my miscarriage. it was about 10 years ago now.

nicolelynnexo Due August 8 (girl); TTC since May 2012; 1 angel baby; Springfield, WV, United States 370 posts
30th Apr '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting thats me. :):</b>" I hope you can emotionally heal! I know I had a hard time with my miscarriage. it was about 10 years ago now."</blockquote>




Thank you.

Lyc Japan 3 posts
4th May '13

Your baby is DEFINITELY in heaven! At 4 years old, this boy learned some things in heaven that he did not know about on earth! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m--M5itPoqA It was not your fault at all that your baby was miscarried. My sister had a still birth, it was sooooo hard for me, I cried for years on and off, I am the auntie, how much worse it is for my sister?! Then, I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. After that, I learned that a couple who only had 2 children, both children died in a same road accident! Imagine losing 2 and all their children on one day! http://www.straitstimes.com/breaking-news/singapore/story/2-boys-killed-accident-tampines-truck-driver-arrested-20130128 Why do these things happen? Because we all are living in a fallen world, and we are just passer-bys. Now, what can we do? We can save the unborn babies from being killed (must see) http://www.nationalrighttolifenews.org/news/2013/03/what-happened-when-my-pro-abortion-friend-saw-this-picture/#.UYS5kspsiSo. We are helpless with our babies who died, but we can use our pain to help the babies who survive! May the assurance that your baby is now in good hands help you heal.

nicolelynnexo Due August 8 (girl); TTC since May 2012; 1 angel baby; Springfield, WV, United States 370 posts
7th May '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Lyc:</b>" Your baby is DEFINITELY in heaven! At 4 years old, this boy learned some things in heaven that he did ... [snip!] ... but we can use our pain to help the babies who survive! May the assurance that your baby is now in good hands help you heal. "</blockquote>




Thank you. And i can't click on the links, im on my phone /: