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FML MomDIA TTC since May 2008; 81 kids; Warminster, Pennsylvania 3812 posts
6th May '13

I am going to lose my job in 3 weeks, FML! It sucks because I am one of the few people who are there every day on time, never absent and truely care, but I can't hack it, I cannot keep up with their ramp ups. It sucks too because I really like my job. I want to cry, I want to call my therapist cause my thoughts are bad and I am off meds for now. Everything seemed like it was going so well them bam shit falls apart. I don't know how much more dissapointment I can take.

user banned 21 kids; North Dakota 3800 posts
6th May '13

That sucks but unfortunately it's part of life. If you can't deal and/or feel like you're going to harm yourself, please seek help.

Sara❥ 1 child; Sumter, South Carolina 8621 posts
6th May '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting BoogsMaMa:</b>" I am going to lose my job in 3 weeks, FML! It sucks because I am one of the few people who are there ... [snip!] ... Everything seemed like it was going so well them bam shit falls apart. I don't know how much more dissapointment I can take."</blockquote>




Hugs! Hopefully you'll find a new job soon. :)

Angel [Mariah's Mommy] 1 child; Indianapolis, Indiana 18064 posts
6th May '13

It sucks, but at least they gave you enough warning for you to find another job.

MomDIA TTC since May 2008; 81 kids; Warminster, Pennsylvania 3812 posts
6th May '13

They didn't give me warning they just drop hints, like anyone who isnt at x and x goal doesnt make it passed probation. I am not meeting one of my goals, and they have let people go for less. I have depression/anxiety issues but have been off meds for a few months, and stopped seeing my psychologist and pychiatrist because I lost insurance for a while. I am not having self harm thoughts, just backing myself into a corner and chest pains, and feel like I cant breath. I just hate the pressure. I love my job, I am dedicated, and I am punctual and accurate but I cannot be at the speed they want me. So now I am worried I am not good enought for anything or anyone, my son will know they fired me. It just is all very ovewhelming and i needed to get it out.

Angel [Mariah's Mommy] 1 child; Indianapolis, Indiana 18064 posts
6th May '13
Quoting BoogsMaMa:" They didn't give me warning they just drop hints, like anyone who isnt at x and x goal doesnt make it ... [snip!] ... enought for anything or anyone, my son will know they fired me. It just is all very ovewhelming and i needed to get it out."


Work towards that speed. You have to try.