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Gone No Earth Mother 2 kids; Darlington, United Kingdom 7431 posts
14th May '13

Poof!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E☮M♥M♫A 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Cleveland, Tennessee 2643 posts
14th May '13

I'm sorry momma :( I know how hard it is to lose someone you had that kind of connection with. My son's biological father committed suicide 2 1/2 years ago, he also struggled with depression. Drugs and drinking played a role in it as well.

No Earth Mother 2 kids; Darlington, United Kingdom 7431 posts
15th May '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting E☮M♥M♫A:</b>" I'm sorry momma :( I know how hard it is to lose someone you had that kind of connection with. My son's ... [snip!] ... father committed suicide 2 1/2 years ago, he also struggled with depression. Drugs and drinking played a role in it as well."</blockquote>




Its a weird feeling. Sorry for you and your sons loss. I think its so hard because we never resolved our problems. I wish I had tried to speak to him but it seemed so impossible to do...but now he's gone I'm like really it wasn't impossible at all and now ill never get a chance.

E☮M♥M♫A 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Cleveland, Tennessee 2643 posts
15th May '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Lauren ∆:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting E☮M♥M♫A:</b>" I'm sorry momma :( I know how ... [snip!] ... it seemed so impossible to do...but now he's gone I'm like really it wasn't impossible at all and now ill never get a chance."</blockquote>




Yeah I know. I think the worst part is all the unanswered questions and whatnot. Like, we will never know why he did what he did..he didn't leave a note or anything. No one knew it was that bad. He seemed like he was finally starting to get his stuff together. He had a fiance, they were living together in an apartment and all he had to do was pass a drug test so his visitation could start. I had a lawyer and we went through mediation and set terms for him to complete before his visitation could be active.

No Earth Mother 2 kids; Darlington, United Kingdom 7431 posts
15th May '13
Quoting E☮M♥M♫A:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Lauren ∆:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting E&# ... [snip!] ... start. I had a lawyer and we went through mediation and set terms for him to complete before his visitation could be active."


Sounds more or less exactly the same as Tony, apart from thankfully there were no kids involved. It hard to think of them so sad, so low and feeling so alone.



Also cause of the way things ended with us i feel like a i dont have a right to grieve for him cause i feel like i was the catalyst for his problems.



I wish i had taken that step and just messaged him over fb...just aired shit out, said things that needed to be said, but i thought i had plenty of time for that, i mean its been nearly 7 years since we parted ways. But we were so young.