In exactly 2 weeks it will be Coda's 2nd birthday. He should be playing with his little sister and we should be planning his party. monkey theme, circus, or farm? the themes are endless. instead its none of that. its the memories flooding my mind, looking at his shelf, scrapbook, and things from the hospital. I can't believe its been 2 years. how can it be 2 years already since I had the honor of becoming a mom? almost 2 years since I said hello and almost right afterwards goodbye. im hoping to do a balloon release since we didn't do anything last year.
I'm so sorry for your loss :( I can't even imagine.