Baby boy went to bed at 10:30 last night. I was up w him at 2am and now again at 6am. My stupid fking husband can't get out of bed to help change his diaper or make a bottle or anything for that matter. No. You know what he does, he gets up and shuts the bedroom door so he doesn't have to listen to LO cry. And this has been my life every single day/night for 9 weeks now. Usually when ppl have babies, seeing your spouse love and care for your children makes you love that person even more. My kids are number 1 so if u don't love my kids, I can't love you. Not to mention, I work 40 hours a weeks, have 2 other kids under 5 and I have to come home and deal w them, cook, clean, etc. If I fking wanted to do everything by my damn self, I would have never gotten married!!! Feeling like a single mom is reeeaaaalllllly making me itch for divorce.
Does he work?
Just because he doesn't wake up in the middle of the night to change a pamper and make a bottle does not mean he does not love nor care for the child.
He doesn't do ANYTHING with the kid! He calls him names and honest to god acts like he ruined his life. He was the same way w our other kids. Idk y I even wanted another baby. Yes, he works too. I'm just tired of doing everything all the time. I'm exhausted, literally.
I'm sorry mama.. I know exactly how that feels. It really sucks.