my boyfriend and I were talking the other day because my best friend just had my godchild and he mentioned that one day, like 7 years from now he wanted a baby. I've always wanted more kids but I never really sat back and thought it through obviously lol
I was best friends with my ex since I was 11. we got together at 14, married at 16, and broke up at 19. hes a crappy dad and never sees the kids but he's still all I ever really knew.
my boyfriend is everything my ex isn't. he is seriously everything I ever wanted and I do love him but I feel like its a different kind of love maybe since there's not all those years to back it up?
its all so confusing. I feel like it'd be weird having a child with someone else and I would also be starting over BC I would have a 10 year old and 9 year old.
I know this isn't set in stone or anything lol I've just been thinking about it.
has anyone else had the same worries?
Any love after that first one is pretty much going to be different.
<blockquote><b>Quoting Colt's mommy:</b>" Any love after that first one is pretty much going to be different. "</blockquote>
okay just making sure lol because sometimes I'm like do I really love him because its so different but then again I cant really remember what it was like in the beginning