So recently Ive made it a point to be more open with my family in regards to my feelings about my daughter who passed away 4 years ago. It was really starting to bother me that no one in my family ever mentioned her it was like they had all moved on with their lives and just forgot about her. Mean while I was stuck thinking about her everyday with no one in my real life to talk to about her. I finally broke down and called my mom a few days after her birthday. I havent called my mom on her birthday in 4 years now and I wont because it hurts to much every time my mom's birthday rolls around I just sit there and think about how my daughter died 7 days before her birthday. My mom gets it and doesnt try to make me feel bad about not calling her on her actual birthday but this year she made a joke about me not calling on the actual day. Thats when I decided it was time to talk to her about things and tell her what I needed from her to be ok with everything. My mother was amazing and has agreed to be there for me which means the world to me since she was never there for me when I was growing up so the fact that she not only is willing to be there for me now but wants to means so very much to me. On mother's day she bought me a locket that says Mom on the front and has diamonds on it (Caydence's birthstone) and on the back she had it engraved and it says : I heart you love,Caydence. Now Im not big on jewelry or receiving gifts at all but that locket just made my day it makes me smile every time I see it.
Im so sorry for your loss mama!!!
I teared up when you talked about what your mother did. That is such a wonderful & beautiful gift <3 Your girl will forever be with you
Quoting Nae&Zoe's Mommy:" Im so sorry for your loss mama!!! I teared up when you talked about what your mother did. That is such a wonderful & beautiful gift <3 Your girl will forever be with you"
Thank you that gift honestly meant more to me then anything anyone has ever given me before in my life. Mainly because it means that my mom meant what she said when she told me that she was going to be there for me the way I needed her to be when it came to things with my daughter.