In a foul mood today Shelby Chappell Due November 29; 1 child; Alberta 1575 posts7th Jul
I woke up today and I feel ready to snap and everyone and everything. I have no reason behind it at all but I am just so damn irritable today. I really just want to go back to bed and not deal with anyone today. It's probably better that way for everyone. I just have to wait for DH to get his a*s out of bed so he can watch DS while I go back to bed for a nap or something. Or maybe a bath to just relax myself and calm the f down. We also have to go to his mothers house today which I really really don't want to f**king do but she didn't get to see DS last week because I finally went to visit MY family for once and she has been bugging me and texting me NON stop about DS. I send her pics of him all the time and I keep her updated but lately she is going overboard with it. I get it, she misses him but I don't know, the constant texting and begging me for updates on him is getting to me. I bet if I weren't so pissy today it wouldn't be bothering me but like I said EVERYTHING is just...p*****g me the f**k off. AHH I am actually ready to scream. Yea I think I really need some "me" time. Hell it would be awesome if DH took DS over to his moms today and just let me stay home by myself just so I can have more then a 20 minute bath to myself. I haven't had me time since DS was born really besides having a bath here and there. Every time I go out, DS is with me. When I go out with my friend to a function and DH is even home and DH COULD be watching DS no I have to take DS. Even when we are at my MIL's and shes playing with DS I am constantly on alert of whats going on. I need a day to myself. One where I don't have to worry about DS or housework and laundry, just relax. And now I am ready to burst out crying because I really want that to happen and I don't see it in my forseeable future. Ugh yup today is a bed day. Wish it could be like that but it cant. Sorry I had to vent somewhere. Made me feel a little bit better to just b***h.