stressing already orlons momma 18 kids; Sewell, 1774 posts17th Jul
So my repeat c-section is scheduled for Friday (my doc won't let me go past my dd) I really wanted a vbac but that seriously doesn't look like it's gonna happen. But anyway today was my last ob appt n I was ok all day pretty much. But now that it's time for me to relax n go to bed I'm freakin the heck out. I'm scared shitless I can't sleep I'm so worried I'm going to be in there alone. My friend is going to watch my son for me n she is my only support person but she can't be in 2 places at once (with me n then with her n my kid plus her niece) so I'm trying to figure out if I can get anyone to watch all the kids so she can be in there with me but it doesn't look good. I hate it. I'm so scared I wish it could all be like last minute that I find out cuz now I have too much time to think of how scared and alone I'm gonna be. she isn't even gonna be able to come see me with all the kids that would be way too much to ask. I'm just so screwed. I have to woman up I know it just makes me sad I hate that I have no ppl but her. This was a pointless post I know no one can really help me.
The Pretender 2 kids; Brazil 1209 posts17th Jul
This makes me super sad :( but I may actually find myself in the same situation. Maybe, if you get some good nurses, and explain to them your circumstance, they can find a way to be your support person. I know it wouldn't be as good as an actual friend, but there are some awesome ob nurses out there
ThreeLittleBirds 3 kids; Las Vegas, Nevada 889 posts17th Jul
Sorry you have to go through it alone. Best of luck I'm sure you'll do great. I've had 3 csections and each time they were easier.
orlons momma 18 kids; Sewell, 1774 posts17th Jul
Yeah that's what I'm praying for. Hopefully everything is super nice n smooth maybe they will have pity on me n be gentle with my insides so I don't bruise up as bad as my first. I'm also scared cuz I've never been away from my son that long n I've been preparing him so he knows but I'm gonna miss him so bad n I can't help but worry about just everything what if he gets scared or sad or just wants me n I can't be there. I hope the time flies by n I'm home with both my babies in no time. That's all I keep thinking about. Just the end result. When I can control everything again n make sure everyone is ok and happy n safe. Like I truly trust my friend I do but there is always a possibility of u know an accident or something n that scares me even more then me going in alone. Geeze I wish I could turn my brain off seriously like they should have just given me drugs to knock me out n did it earlier then wake me up n give me my kids can't that just happen lol.