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...... Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

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Red Bottom 2 kids; Middelfart, Denmark 15275 posts
8th Aug '13

Maybe going to the hospital for a few days and getting some counseling away from everything going on, would be a good idea.

ChristinaLynne Due October 7 (boy); 2 kids; Pancake, TX, United States 29016 posts
8th Aug '13

Do you have a counselor? A hot line even tht you can call? I would suggest seeking help immediately. Hugs!

user banned Vancouver, British Columbia 5643 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" Maybe going to the hospital for a few days and getting some counseling away from everything going on, would be a good idea. "</blockquote>



:!: and throw away your "kit".

Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" Maybe going to the hospital for a few days and getting some counseling away from everything going on, would be a good idea. "</blockquote>




Any who would get the boys? No way. I started a new antidepressant but it takes a little while to work..... I am in between insurances until next month when school starts back up and open enrollment is back....

Jenny&Boopy 2 kids; Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania 7294 posts
status 8th Aug '13

Hugs <3 Throw it away. Once you don't have it anymore it gets a little easier to resist.

Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" Do you have a counselor? A hot line even tht you can call? I would suggest seeking help immediately. Hugs!"</blockquote>




No I plan on getting one next month....

linsα most, CZ, Czech Republic 30103 posts
status 8th Aug '13

:cry::cry:



I know the feeling. Would calling the self harm hotline help? (1-800-366-8288)

user banned 3 kids; Texas 26201 posts
8th Aug '13

Talk to someone and get it out. Im here if you need to talk and I know how you feel. You need to overcome the urge.

ChristinaLynne Due October 7 (boy); 2 kids; Pancake, TX, United States 29016 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" Do you have a counselor? A hot line even ... [snip!] ... you can call? I would suggest seeking help immediately. Hugs!"</blockquote> No I plan on getting one next month...."</blockquote>




:( I know you are going through so much right now. But like you just said who would watch your boys. Think of those amazing little boys who look up to you and depend on you. Fight the urge as hard as you can. I know how hard it is. I'm here if you ever want to talk

Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

I'm trying to think of anything else to do..... I don't deserve what I'm going through......

ChristinaLynne Due October 7 (boy); 2 kids; Pancake, TX, United States 29016 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" I'm trying to think of anything else to do..... I don't deserve what I'm going through......"</blockquote>




Is there something fun you can take the boys to do? Something to get you away from your "kit" and keep yourself preoccupied?

Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" ... [snip!] ... look up to you and depend on you. Fight the urge as hard as you can. I know how hard it is. I'm here if you ever want to talk"</blockquote>




I don't want to die. I just want to displace this pain for a little while. They're at daycare right now I am off work early.

Hy'ska 2 kids; Washington 50789 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" I'm trying to think of anything else to do..... ... [snip!] ... Is there something fun you can take the boys to do? Something to get you away from your "kit" and keep yourself preoccupied?"</blockquote>



I spent the last hour painting an accent wall in my living room. Now it's done and my mind is racing again.

ChristinaLynne Due October 7 (boy); 2 kids; Pancake, TX, United States 29016 posts
8th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting ChristinaLynne:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Hy'ska:</b>" ... [snip!] ... I don't want to die. I just want to displace this pain for a little while. They're at daycare right now I am off work early."</blockquote>




I know you don't want to die. But even cutting isn't good.