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sucidal Kimber-lily Due September 27 (girl); 4 kids; Nova Scotia 28962 posts
14th Aug '13

How do you bring yourself down? Advice would be good.

Red Bottom 2 kids; Middelfart, Denmark 15275 posts
14th Aug '13

I've seen a lot of your posts and I really wish you would get out of your relationship and give yourself time to find happiness again. Just because he's not a bad person doesn't mean you have to stay. Relationships are about mutual love, happiness, and passion and you deserve that companionship.

Belle De Jour 2 kids; Kentucky 18365 posts
status 14th Aug '13

I think about my kids.
I know that probably sounds stupid but I do. I can't tell you how many times in the last 6 months that I've been doing something and thought about how easy it would be. And how if I was gone it would effect nothing.
But then I think about my girls and how they would feel if I were to go away. About how mad they would be at me. And how much pain I would be putting THEM through if I were to kill myself.
It doesn't always take the idea out of my head but it helps to make me think straight again. And it helps me to keep going.

smASHface 3 kids; 1 angel baby; French Lick, IN, United States 46327 posts
status 14th Aug '13

Your kids. Think about them. Where would they go without you to care for them? Is it somewhere they ought to be?

bia. 2 kids; ., ., Portugal 74361 posts
status 14th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" I've seen a lot of your posts and I really wish you would get out of your relationship and give yourself ... [snip!] ... doesn't mean you have to stay. Relationships are about mutual love, happiness, and passion and you deserve that companionship."</blockquote>




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. , Richmond, VA, United States 74770 posts
14th Aug '13

Have you thought about calling a hotline? :( I wish I knew what to say but I hope you can find some help.

coffee-holic 4 kids; Maryland 1586 posts
14th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" I've seen a lot of your posts and I really wish you would get out of your relationship and give yourself ... [snip!] ... doesn't mean you have to stay. Relationships are about mutual love, happiness, and passion and you deserve that companionship."</blockquote>




This. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I wish you the best & wish you would get some help. Maybe call a hotline & just talk to someone. It could get some things off your chest & make you feel alittle better.

Trey&Genesis'momma 4 kids; 4 angel babies; Somewhere, IN, United States 4628 posts
14th Aug '13

Well a couple things help me put things in perspective but Idk if either would work for you. One, I am religious so therefore I know suicide would be wrong and that I am worth more than how I feel at the time. Second, I think about my kids. I know they need me, they love me so much and I love them. I think about how they would deal if I were to die and I just can't bring myself to inflict that kind of pain on them. I also go to counseling which helps me sometimes and they have a hotline I can call anytime I feel suicidal. <3 Hugs. I hope you are able to work through whatever is going on. Depression and suicidal thoughts are so hard to deal with especially when you feel like no one else cares.

Gold 2 kids; Somewhere under Wonderland, VA, United States 38887 posts
14th Aug '13

Is there anyone you can talk to? *hugs* I care and I'm here if you need someone to talk to. I can just listen if that is what you need.

vagina. 3 kids; Titz, No, Germany 30924 posts
14th Aug '13

Is everything okay OP?

dudeitsjo {{Army STRONG}} Due June 3; 33 kids; Texas 1081 posts
14th Aug '13

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I saw this on a friend's fb status two or three weeks ago. I don't EVER want my daughter to feel that I'm not there for her... By killing myself I'd be taking away the support system every young girl needs in life, and that would be the ultimate act of selfishness. Life is so hard sometimes, but we have to choose to be strong women and fight through the hard stuff so that one day our daughters or sons can do the same. My husband asked me one time while I was feeling suicidal to imagine MaKenzee 18 yrs old and struggling through her first year of college. He asked me how I would feel if I got a call saying she killed herself because things became too hard for her to handle. I would feel unmeasurable sadness, I would feel guilt, I would feel anger and betrayal. I would feel a lot of things... and I would never want to give my daughter those same feelings. If you need anyone to talk to I'm here for you. It's not easy but you can get through whatever it is you're feeling.

Gold 2 kids; Somewhere under Wonderland, VA, United States 38887 posts
14th Aug '13

OP- Are you alright? Thinking and worrying about you =\

smASHface 3 kids; 1 angel baby; French Lick, IN, United States 46327 posts
status 15th Aug '13

Let us know how you are OP. Worried about yuo <33

Yurvette [♥] 2 kids; 1 angel baby; Hyrule Castle, LZ, San Marino 36500 posts
15th Aug '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Black Dynamite:</b>" OP- Are you alright? Thinking and worrying about you =\ "</blockquote>



Thanks for pming me. I will message get on fb and see what's up. I know she has a hard time dealing with things. Normally I wouldn't agree with rb but I do and Kim knows that I do.



Just went and tried to find her on fb she removed me from fb, so I fb'd her again and sent her a message.



Kim if you see this, you are a wonderful person. You need a break from kids and life.

smASHface 3 kids; 1 angel baby; French Lick, IN, United States 46327 posts
status 15th Aug '13

Just so you know OP, I've been in a place of thinking that suicide would be the answer...it's not. You are strong enough to survive this. Your children need you and let that be your strength. Think about the people you love and how it will affect them. Please, take some time for you and get down from the ledge you're on. It won't always be there.