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Please don't hate me.. Irish Twins Mama ♥ 2 kids; Iowa 2147 posts
15th Sep

But I don't know what to do. I've been feeling alright..but tonight I just broke down. I can't stop crying and am nearly having anxiety attacks. I feel like I can't handle being pregnant anymore. I sound like a selfish b***h, I know. I feel horrible about it. I haven't been able to sleep in days, I can barely roll over in bed without excruciating pain. I can't do anything with my son. My nerves are completely shot and I can't handle it anymore. I feel extremely depressed and just want to have this baby out of me now. I seriously am so close to calling L&D and begging to be induced or something..I just know it wouldn't happen and they'd think I'm crazy.



I feel like such an awful person right now..I don't know what to do.

Gosloving 1 child; Washington 12831 posts
15th Sep

Why would anyone hate you for this, you don't sound like a 'selfish b***h' at all. It happens to the best of us. How far along are you? I'd probably take a nice warm bubble bath, listen to music. Write in a journal. Anything that relaxes you, call a nurse or doctor if possible. Let them know how you feel. Talk it out, if you keep the emotions inside, they're just going to boil up. Good luck mama.

Irish Twins Mama ♥ 2 kids; Iowa 2147 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Gosloving:" Why would anyone hate you for this, you don't sound like a 'selfish b***h' at all. It happens to the ... [snip!] ... Let them know how you feel. Talk it out, if you keep the emotions inside, they're just going to boil up. Good luck mama. "


My due date is in 2 days. I know, so close. I just feel like I can't take it. I feel like the shittiest mom on the planet. I've been dealing with my pubic bone cracking every time I turn or walk for the past few months..no sleep..it's just hard for me.



The only reason why I was scared to post is because I know how most people feel about being induced for selfish reasons and whatnot..I feel the same way..I just never thought I'd be someone to be so fed up with it all.

Kelsey1987 4 kids; 1 angel baby; Utah 735 posts
15th Sep

Youre due in 2 days some hospitals will induce early. Your baby will be fine I know im not a dr but its not good to be that stressed out

sick_girl Due February 24; 17 kids; Essen, Germany 3089 posts
15th Sep

<blockquote><b>Quoting Gosloving:</b>" Why would anyone hate you for this, you don't sound like a 'selfish b***h' at all. It happens to the ... [snip!] ... Let them know how you feel. Talk it out, if you keep the emotions inside, they're just going to boil up. Good luck mama. "</blockquote>



I agree with all this. It happneds to just about everyone. You are in the home stretch and things are getting unbearably uncomfortable/painful even. If you have someone to talk to just talk it out. You are not a bad person for wanting this discomfort to be over. But keep in mind it will all be worth it when you hold your sweet little baby at the end of it all. Try to stay positive and think of the big picture. A little wile longer and you'll have a life time of love with your baby.

Snow 1 child; Storybrooke, ME, United States 34011 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Kelsey *36 weeks*:" Youre due in 2 days some hospitals will induce early. Your baby will be fine I know im not a dr but its not good to be that stressed out"


Yeah, no.



OP, it happens. You'll be just fine. Take a warm bubble bath and try to relax.

Irish Twins Mama ♥ 2 kids; Iowa 2147 posts
15th Sep
Quoting sick_girl:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Gosloving:</b>" Why would anyone hate you for this, you don't ... [snip!] ... Try to stay positive and think of the big picture. A little wile longer and you'll have a life time of love with your baby."


I know she will be here soon and it'll be worth it..but I can't help but feel like I'm failing my son.

Rebekah 2 kids; Tennessee 5475 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Irish Twins Mama ♥:" But I don't know what to do. I've been feeling alright..but tonight I just broke down. I can't stop crying ... [snip!] ... just know it wouldn't happen and they'd think I'm crazy. I feel like such an awful person right now..I don't know what to do."


*hugs* you're not selfish. you're human. Days before my babies were here, I wanted to rip heads off.
I agree with everyone else, talk it out, do something relaxing. Is there someone to watch DS so you can take it easy?

Irish Twins Mama ♥ 2 kids; Iowa 2147 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Rebekah:" *hugs* you're not selfish. you're human. Days before my babies were here, I wanted to rip heads off. ... [snip!] ... off. I agree with everyone else, talk it out, do something relaxing. Is there someone to watch DS so you can take it easy?"


That's the problem, everyone has been watching him. I've had little time with him because I literally cannot chase him around or hold him or anything like that. I want to be with him more and be able to play but I just can't and it makes me feel so horrible.

Rebekah 2 kids; Tennessee 5475 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Irish Twins Mama ♥:" That's the problem, everyone has been watching him. I've had little time with him because I literally ... [snip!] ... him or anything like that. I want to be with him more and be able to play but I just can't and it makes me feel so horrible."


It will be ok. It's only for a little while longer.



Have you tried sleeping in a recliner or anything to help with the pain?

sick_girl Due February 24; 17 kids; Essen, Germany 3089 posts
15th Sep

<blockquote><b>Quoting Irish Twins Mama ♥:</b>" That's the problem, everyone has been watching him. I've had little time with him because I literally ... [snip!] ... him or anything like that. I want to be with him more and be able to play but I just can't and it makes me feel so horrible."</blockquote>



You aren't failing him. He will not remember these last few days. You need to look after yourself and as long as you have people who want to help you take that help. The saying "it take a village to raise a child" is very truthful. You need people in your life to help and that does not mean you have failed in any way. He can play you can relax. Its win win.

Irish Twins Mama ♥ 2 kids; Iowa 2147 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Rebekah:" It will be ok. It's only for a little while longer. Have you tried sleeping in a recliner or anything to help with the pain? "


I haven't tried much. Tried a support belt but it did nothing. I usually do fine with baths but just these past few days have been horrible at night.



I think I'll try a bath and then try to sleep again. Hopefully my nerves will be calm by morning.

Robyn Tolmie Due September 23; 5 posts
15th Sep

you know what you should do? STOP thinking about the pain and stuff.
Eat stuff that will help you go in to labor

Live-Laugh-Love 3 kids; Kitchener, ON, Canada 7679 posts
15th Sep
Quoting Robyn Tolmie:" you know what you should do? STOP thinking about the pain and stuff. Eat stuff that will help you go in to labor "


Yeah..I guess this is the best advice one could expect from a 17 year old.

Audi +3.5 Due November 22; 3 kids; Pinellas Park, Florida 2322 posts
15th Sep

Don't feel bad. Im only 30 weeks and kinda broke down like that. Im keeping baby girl in me but the stress is just to much sometimes. pregnancy can be emotionally draining. You're doing great. :) Don't think Bad of your self.