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pregnant and extremely suicidal iwantabrandnewme Due February 5; Pennsylvania 26 posts
17th Sep '13

Im 20 weeks pregnant just found out I'm having a boy and life just seems to not wany to let up in me just a little bit, it gets worst and worst everyday. Any time I can get even a second of happiness something comes along and just shuts that down for me. I am at my wits end, nothing ia going to get better, my life is shit, I have nothing tongive this baby let alone a place for him to sleep, hell I don't even have a place to sleep, I have no family, no friends, I am extremely f**king depressed, I tried to seek help, I just can't get nothing I want so I'm really just ready to die, I don't know why I would even bring this innocent child this far knowing I'm fucked as it is. I'm just ready to be gone and stop suffering.

.Christin. 1 child; Florida 1351 posts
17th Sep '13

I'm sorry you are going through this. Have you look into adoption?

ℐustice ℛenee Due November 17 (boy); 1 child; Georgia 1060 posts
17th Sep '13

Maybe consider adoption? That would take some pressure off of you after the baby is born. For the time being, I'd consider a housing facility for pregnant women that way you have somewhere to stay & it'll give you some time to think about what you need to do next. Just keep your head up, and good luck! Everything will get better, you just have to give it time. :)

user banned 4 kids; Mueang Phuket, Thailand 30487 posts
17th Sep '13

There are resources for pregnant women like yourself. Places to stay food to eat, free things for your baby. It's possible Hun. I'd go to the ER too like mentioned before. They can help you. Hugs!

Kylees Mama 1 child; Faribault, Minnesota 4193 posts
17th Sep '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Just Ames:</b>" This child is your reason to live. You are breathing for the two of you. He will love you more than anyone ... [snip!] ... you on your feet and provide for your Son. But right now you need to get help. You mean more to this world than you think. "</blockquote>




Please go to the ER. They will get you the help you need. I know it's hard, trust me, I've been at the edge too, but there are people who care and want you here.

✩BG Addict +2 2 kids; Ohio 25026 posts
17th Sep '13

I read a quote today....
"I've learned that depression lies, and you should never listen to it, despite how persuassive it can be."



Keep you're head up. Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to TEMPORARY problems. I know you think it will be better now for you to end it...but things DO get better. If i had succeded just ONCE at my suicide attempts, i would of died a miserable person. I wouldn't of gotten to the place i am now, where (most days) i'm genuienly happy. Take it one day at a time, and count your blessings, even if they're only a few. You, out of all the people in this world dying, are ALIVE! You are going to be welcoming a baby into the world. You know how many people would kill for that? I bet if you really thought about it you have more to be thankful for. I hope things turn around for you, i really do. Everyone deserves happiness in their lives.

Tickletits Due March 17 (boy); 3 kids; 1 angel baby; Rincon, Georgia 618 posts
17th Sep '13

An ER has to help you. Have you tried going there? You can also consider adoption for the baby.

user banned Due January 20; 33 kids; North Carolina 14662 posts
17th Sep '13

Get off the computer and either call the police and tell them you feel you are a danger to yourself, or go to the ER and tell them the same thing.
You need to get help for you, before you can help the baby.

Sneakmom 2 kids; Texas 4861 posts
17th Sep '13

Have you looked into maternity homes? I know one of your biggest hurdles lately is having a safe place to live.

Trey&Genesis'momma 4 kids; 4 angel babies; Somewhere, IN, United States 4675 posts
17th Sep '13
Quoting Just Ames:" This child is your reason to live. You are breathing for the two of you. He will love you more than anyone ... [snip!] ... you on your feet and provide for your Son. But right now you need to get help. You mean more to this world than you think. "

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Please seek help OP. I'm 21 weeks pregnant and suffering from pregnancy depression and know how hard it can be. But your son needs you. If you still feel after he is born that you don't want to bring him up in the life you are living, then maybe consider adoption like the other ladies have said. <3 Hugs. Please hang in there. I'm sure you are loved.

Mone™ Due July 13; 2 kids; Washington, DC, United States 5488 posts
17th Sep '13

OP you should go to a ER or call a suicide hotline. Is there no one at all you can call and talk to about how you're feeling? There are plenty of resources for pregnant women and their children as well if you can get in contact with your local social security office

Bad Things 1 child; Blacksburg, SC, United States 18844 posts
17th Sep '13

<blockquote><b>Quoting Just Ames:</b>" This child is your reason to live. You are breathing for the two of you. He will love you more than anyone ... [snip!] ... you on your feet and provide for your Son. But right now you need to get help. You mean more to this world than you think. "</blockquote>




This!



The way you are feeling is temporary. There is help! Everything will be okay!



Call someone. People are around to help you!

tinana+2 2 kids; Staten Island, NY, United States 29684 posts
17th Sep '13

Depression in pregnancy isn't uncommon- please don't be ashamed to ask for help. The ER can help you, please seek help right away. You shouldn't have to feel the way you do.

iwantabrandnewme Due February 5; Pennsylvania 26 posts
17th Sep '13

Thank you everyone.

Squid Kid Unavailable, NA, United States 32450 posts
17th Sep '13

It is possible to have post partum depression while pregnant. While I'm pregnant, I feel an impending feeling of doom and mortality,



The depression you're feeling is only magnified by pregnancy right now.



You can look into medication that is safe while pregnant and look into a woman's shelter for now. You can go to planned pregnancy and see a counselor on whether you'd like to adopt your baby out or other options. They can also help you with what you need.