Quoting iwantabrandnewme:" Thank you everyone."
It is possible to have post partum depression while pregnant. While I'm pregnant, I feel an impending feeling of doom and mortality,
The depression you're feeling is only magnified by pregnancy right now.
You can look into medication that is safe while pregnant and look into a woman's shelter for now. You can go to planned pregnancy and see a counselor on whether you'd like to adopt your baby out or other options. They can also help you with what you need.