<blockquote><b>Quoting loves E.A.S.E.C:</b>" in 13 days it would have been my daughters 7th birthday im not coping its been 3 long months since its ... [snip!] ... been able to cope with my children every time i see them i always think that i failed my daughter and thats why shes not here "</blockquote>
*hugs* :( I just read your page. I'm so sorry Hun.
Quoting lolajessup:" <blockquote><b>Quoting loves E.A.S.E.C:</b>" in 13 days it would have been my daughters ... [snip!] ... that i failed my daughter and thats why shes not here "</blockquote> *hugs* :( I just read your page. I'm so sorry Hun."
tonight's a hard night. I changed into your shirt that I got you for day. tomorrow morning at around 4 will be 5 months. I feel like ive just been existing. its not the same at all. aunt carol passed away and I'm sure you already know that. I miss you so much. :
i wish there was a phone in heaven.
id call and talk to you.
you always knew what to say
when i was in the blue.
you calmed me down
and kept my feet on the ground.
especially when i didnt know what to do.
a rub of the cheek
would make my knees weak
and always bring a smile to my face
you were my rock.
and i was your roll
we were together like pb an jelly.
always would laugh at what i watched on the telly.
you meant the world to me and so much more.
oh how i wish i could just knock on your door.
i love you dustin
About this time... 10 years ago.. I lost my hero. My mother lost her fight with cancer. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about her.. and miss her horribly. We may have not gotten along as most mother/daughter relationships... but I loved her with everything I had.
You are the most important thing to me mom... I miss you and I hope you are proud of who I am.. the mother I am.. I live to be like you.
I love you mommy.
7/23/1952 - 7/22/2003
Happy Birthday Mom.
You would have been 61.
I love you and I miss you.
i still cant believe that my big girl is 7
i just wish you where here mammy is missing you like mad i cant cope even though i know you are not in pain anymore i just cant cope
nanny and grancha have taken sawyer eliza and charlotte for a few days
i know im being stupid and i know you wouldnt want this but mammy is finding it really hard i havent left your room i cant eat or sleep i wish we could be together again you are my rock you always got me through the hard days by just smiling and hugging me
rest in peace my big girl i still cant believe you are 7