2 weeks ago I went to planned parenthood and got an abortion; not the surgery, but the pill. I know on my profile it says I had a miscarriage; I want to belevie so much that happened. I got the abortion for the right reasons. My boyfriend and I broke up end of january; then within 2 days I slept with an old bf DJ and we started having unprotected sex... dumb of me; then he started talking kids, and told me that he wanted to start trying for kids... being dumb I told him yes. No job, no car, no nothing.... I said yes. we had sex like 5 time after that.... then I went to FL for 2 weeks; and when I came back I had a + ...... DJ was married at the time; he was living with her; he kicked her out on Vday.... DJ had lied to me about who he was, and everything... and then after I came home I went running back to my boyfriend scared.... and then I thought about it for 2 weeks.... and I talked to my family memebers... And I feel it was the right thing to do.. Even though I am still bleeding going on 3 weeks now... It doesnt hurt as much as it does when I first started bleeding... when I started having contractions and bleeding, I was scared outta my mind, I didnt know what was going to happen..... I mean anymore its just blood, but at least every other day I havae been getting lemon size clots, and it throws me back to depression.... I cry on my BF shoulder, but he doesnt know how I am feeling... It would have been a completely different story if it was his... but it wasnt...
If you think what I did was selfish; then please for my sake dont comment please...
i hope you start feeling better :(
So you planned a baby, then took its life away? What a shame..
Anyways, hope you feel better soon.
So are you saying that you would have kept it if it had been your BFs
i did the pill too honey. Everyone has their reasons and i had mine. I had been raped and became pregnant, i know that i would not have been healthy knowing every day that a little human is growing inside of me, from my rapist. if that makes sense...
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