jen hawthorne 23 Posts | Joined BG: Aug 02, 2011 Last Visit: 4 years ago
Age 20
Gender Female
Status Single
Work babysiter
Location Columbus, Nebraska
Interest drawing and babysiting
Kids 1
yea im only 16 but im more than happy to raise my baby and im not ashamed to let pple know that. =)

A baby is something you carry inside you for nine months, in your arms for three years and in your heart till the day you die.
-- Mary Mason
Before you were born I carried you under my heart. From the moment you arrived in this world until the moment I leave it, I will always carry you in my heart.
-- Mandy Harrison
2ltqs5qv9ioz6gwtwo3kh0t479b8a6uw.jpgBefore you were conceived I wanted you
Before you were born I loved you
Before you were here an hour I would die for you
This is the miracle of Mother's Love.
-- Maureen Hawkins
Pregnant women! They had that weird frisson, an aura of magic that combined awkwardly with an earthy sense of duty. Mundane, because they were nothing unique on the suburban streets; ethereal because their attention was ever somewhere else. Whatever you said was trivial. And they had that preciousness which they imposed wherever they went, compelling attention, constantly reminding you that they carried the future inside, its contours already drawn, but veiled, private, an inner secret.
-- Ruth Morgan
Its a joy to know that something so small and innocent can steal your heart within the few seconds of its young life.

i cant wait to hold my little one in my arms
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im super excited for that day to come that i hold my baby in my arms
...but im super scared of that day when that little baby grows into that stage when all the questions start coming and that one question about how the man my baby calls daddy looks nothing like them.....i have no idea how to explain that its biological father wants nothing to do with them.....its hard just thinking about it.........=(
but im trying not to worry bout that to much right now
right now im just enjoying all the moments that happen each day,
each time my baby kicks and moves around =)
everytime i look at my belly i know that theres something special and new that belongs in this world! love-my-son.png