irishmama311 158 Posts | Joined BG: May 17, 2013 Last Visit: 2 weeks ago
Age 30
Gender Female
Status In a Relationship
Work Pharmacy Technician
Location Maine
Interest Music, tattoos, movies, making jewelry
Kids 17
Due Jan 14, 2014 (boy)
I joined this website back in 2009 when I got pregnant with my first and didn't stay active due to health issues my daughter had and it was hard to keep up with everything traveling and forgot my user name and email address I used.
It took me just about 6 years to conceive my daughter while I was pregnant she was diagnosed with a fixable heart defect and when she was born she was diagnosed with multiple rare diseases/ anomalies. She had a liver transplant and overcame so much in her short little life. I raised her completely by myself and had to face this all by myself.
She was born March 27, 2009 and passed away unexpectedly March 25, 2012.

It has been a little over a year since she passed and it was a very difficult and there is not a day I don't think of her or speak of her.

The thought of having another baby has frightened me since all of the scary diagnosis and I thought I might never want to have a baby again buy at the same time was not sure. I was told it would be very difficult if even possible to get pregnant without taking levothyroxine for my thyroid. I have been off my thyroid medicine for quite some time now before My daughter had passed My now ex and I tried to conceive and had no luck. This past mothers day I found out I was pregnant, My first instinct was to walk to my daughters headstone and tell her I love her. A friend of mine insist that I have been blessed with a miracle for mothers day by my daughter.

My boyfriend and I are in shock still but at the same time we both are very excited!