My name is Desiree, I am the author of "A Girl Called Freak." My husband's name is Drew and I am on my 5th pregnancy. At age 19 I became pregnant but with the encouragement of my family, had an abortion. I regret that decision to this day. Many years later my husband and I were surprised with a pregnancy, but a week later devastated by a miscarriage. We tried again and succeeded right away, only to lose the baby again at 9 weeks. A third pregnancy was lost at 5 weeks. I have been diagnosed with Lupus Anticoagulant. After waiting a few months to heal, we are now pregnant again and I am taking Lovenox injections. We are praying for a healthy pregnancy this time.