Iam 28 years old. I have a 5 year old and am expecting another baby by surprise. I never intended to get pregnant like this i mean without being married to he right man to be over me and my children Spirituality, a leader and supporter of my family. So i was doing real good for a long time meet a man who said he was that man and very soon after finding out he lied. I have negotiated with foolishness and made a baby it doesnt take much but one time. I didnt think i could have anymore kids lost alot of weight and got preggers right off the bat. im truly sorry for contradicting what i first was trying to establish as morals in my life. God has other plans . Other than that im cool . love doing stuff with my baby girl i have already. WORD OF ADVICE= NEVER EVER COMPROMISE YOUR CHARACTER FOR NO ONE , CUZ WHEN U DO AND ITS THE WRONG PERSON THEY ACCUSE YOU AND BLAME YA FOR THE COMPROMISE.
i want to lay on my belly laying on my left side always is a bummer pooooo i want my body back. half <img src="http://i1210.photobucket.com/albums/cc417/teri116/stomachlaying.jpg" />way there !
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I find out what i will be having on the 23rd of this mo.. in AUG I WILL BE 21 WEEKS. so maby that will make me more happy and excepting of the hole thing :?. i pray .
I found out how this man really was after we started dating and that's why it didn't last long lots of red flags poped up and HE HAD TO GO !!!! i was not going to deal with his bad behavior and abusive manipulative ways. Then when he Tryed to control me and yell at my little one over a fight we had THAT she had nothing to do ...with i said NO ! GOODBYE
struggling on a day to day bases felling discussed with my pregnancy and who iam pregnant by. i meet this man he wasn't at all who he said he would he was ended up having a bad temper was on the run for putting his hands on a nother women he had a child by. i am sad and very agree at times it only takes one time. it didn't last long before i put him out my life and after i did so i found out im pregnant. i wanted to tell him but sat back and thought about him and his abusive ways i didn't want to stress my self out more and stress the baby out. i figured he would use the baby to get to me and my life would be more torment from him. he really disrespected me and my lit one already . i struggle on a daily with anger and sadness. i don't like people and i feel that i have to keep my self out of places just to not let things set me off even more on top of the turmoil going on in my heart. i have tried to let it go but just o pick it up again. i dont talk to the baby in my belly like i did with my 1st one i feel no bond even tho i try. :cry: