Well my names Brittany !! For years I have been told by doctors that I would never have children !! Well much to my surprise on a trip to the ER with alot of stomach pain I found out that I was pregnant !! I was the happiest woman on earth until my water broke when I was 5 months pregnant here my sack had ruptured due to an infection that the doctors had neglected the many trips to the OB/GYN and at the ER .. They kept me in the hospital for a month glued to the bed a nervous wreck .. And the morning of my 6 month mark came the nurse came in at 7am and found the babys strong heartbeat now Im calmed down now that my babys lungs are developed enough that if she came there was a chance for her what a releif it was to make it to this mark well so I thought at 9am the nurse came back for the normal checking of the vital signs but this time there was NO heartbeat for an hour they tried to find it but the ultrasound showed none My BabyGirl was gone .. This day marked the worse day of my life as sat there holding my lifeless BabyGirl for hours .. I didnt understand why God would bless me with her just to take her .. I still to this day ask why even tho I feel my Lil Angel here .. I'm now pregnant again and scared out of my mind .. I want to enjoy this pregnancy but keep fearing its going to happen again .. I need some help .. If you've been here please help me
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