Dubois Family 3 Posts | Joined BG: Nov 15, 2007 Last Visit: 1 year ago
Age 30
Gender Female
Status Married
Work Never On A Good Day
Location California
Interest Anything Fun!
Kids 67
Im a mom already of a very jealous 3 year old. Her dad and I were high school sweethearts, but he couldn't stay faithful, so now I am with my current boyfriend Kevin. We have been together foralmost a year, but I feel like there's nothing I don't know about him. We met through his work, and one day I invited him out with my friends and I. We went out,he stayed the night, we've never spent a night apart since. We were expectingour first baby... Our due date was June 17, 2008, but the last doctors appointment we had they couldn't find a heartbeat. We had to go to the hospital for a second oppinion and sure enough the baby wasn't alive anymore.
It was the hardest thing doas amom to tell my little girl that "mommy wasn't gonna have her a brother or sister anymore". She didn't understand and I think it really confused her, this is the 3rd time we told her that we were gonna have a baby so she can play with, and then all of a sudden... we don't. To look into my boyfriends eyes after we found out was even harder... He was so excited to finally be having a baby of his own (Not that he doesn't love my daughter). I feel like it's all my fault! Like God is punishing me for having a baby out of wed-lock.
Well it took me a while to get back into this mood, but Im not going to let this instance control if I have anymore kids. Yes,it will be a high risk pregnancy...Yes, it will be hard not to tell anyone when we do get pregnant... No, Im not going to give up...The women in my family all have mutiple babies, and they all had misscariages in between their first and second, so why would I think it was any different for me? I don't anymore, and Im ready to take on the challange! Any help and support would be much grateful!

...WELL THIS USED TO BE MY LIFE A FEW YEARS AGO...
Today I am the proud parent of 2 beautiful little girls and we are working on baby #3..my boyfriend is now my husband..we've been married for 4 years now and doing better than ever. I am happy in my life and thank God everyday for all the blessings he has given me and my family!!