Roxanne Adriana. Born Feb. 11th 2011 (I was 39.3 weeks along) at 8:57 AM. 7 lbs 5 oz 19.5 inches. Natural labor, lasting under an hour.
- Breast Feeding & Formula Feeding
- Disposable & Cloth Diapering
- Paci Giving
- Non- CIO
- Baby Wearing
Type Of Mom
My angel baby Andrew Jaret King
On Oct. 9, 2007 I was 34 weeks pregnant with my little baby son Andrew. I was on a 3-way call with two friends (I was 17 years old at the time) and told them I had to go to the bathroom. I put down the phone went to the bathroom got up there was blood. I thought maybe my baby was coming early, I ran into my grandma's room telling her I was bleeding she told me "we'll go to the hospital in the morning" I got back on the phone and told my friends, and my best friend's dad told me he'll pick me up tonight and take me to the hospital.
We arrived at the hospital, the nurse put on the heartbeat and contraction straps...no heartbeat. They rushed to get a ultrasound tech, he put the gel on my stomach and started the ultrasound to see any blood flow or heartbeat. My heart dropped, when he took my hand and told me my baby was dead. I was so numb at the time I couldn't make out the words or make sense of what was happening. They broke my water and gave me a epi along with a lot of morphine.
Oct. 10, 2007 6:11 AM
after 30 mins of pushing, my baby son came out. I thought it would be respectful if I waited to see him until his father got to the hospital (whom I called but he was at a party with his new girlfriend and could not make it). I fell back to sleep for a few hours. Finally his father showed up around 9 AM they rolled in Andrew. He had thick black hair, and my nose. I was still so numb I could not cry.
Oct. 11, 2007
I cam home from the hospital, my brother was in the kitchen. He hugged me and said "I didn't know I'm sorry I would of been there" I broke down and cried, bits and pieces were finally making sense. All I knew was Travis hugged me, he never has shown any affection towards me before.
The Downfall: After Andrew passed I couldn't sleep. I didn't want to sleep. I went to my p.p. appointment and told them. They prescribed me Ambein. I took one pill one night then stopped taking them for a few months. Then I was looking for a lighter because I started to smoke a lot and found the pills, I took 2 and tried to stay awake and then got addicted to the high. I soon fell into pot, Ambien, Oxy and Addii's for years then heavy drinking and smoking a pack a day. My life started to turn into not how to I find help with missing apart of me or getting help some sort of help with my son passing, but where I can find some more drugs to feel that sorrow that I never talked about to anyone. Then I found Chris (my husband) and something about him made me open up about Andrew I stopped the pills and soon figured out my baby is in a better place and I am still his mother and what type of mother am I who sits back and does drugs and not care. Andrew was perfect baby, and perfect things belong in heaven.
That is my StillBorn story about my handsome tiny son Andrew Jaret.
* Don't be mad if I randomly PT you, if I PT you I find you interesting or like the way your parenting or we have something cool in common, if I never stop by to say "Hi" doesn't mean I'm being rude, I just don't want an awkward conversation. :) and I always check up on people with close due dates and I always vote if you ask :)
Rae ♥ I have 2 kids and live in United KingdomMay 15
Your little girl is gorgeous + your about me bit made me cry when i read about Andrew your so strong ' Hope you and your family our okay xxxx
sorry it has taking me so long to write back with matthew keeping me so busy i havent had a chance to long on. sorry so much has happend to you did use ever find out who robbed use? that is so messed up for some one to do!! how is the new apartment anything better how is roxy?
hey chick how is every thing going?
Momma Kass I have 18 kids and live in Elkhart, IndianaMay 30
Oh we'll find out! I'm waaaay to nosey and have to know what's always going on. lol We should be able to find out in about 2-3 months. I have my first u/s wednesday! I get to find out exactly how far along and all so i'm really looking forward to it!
Momma Kass I have 18 kids and live in Elkhart, IndianaMay 29
Hahaha you kind of looked like you didn't recognize me. It's been ok i've been a little drained with this one but pretty good.
miss you too : ( omg a tooth now way omg that is probably so exciting i can not wait till its my boys turn.. and he just started rolling over 2 days ago i was the happiest person ever when i seen that lol : ) we are doing good he is still throwing up that isn't so good but i have changed hes pedi so lets see what the new dr says next week. he is soo big already 13 pounds i am so happy he is a really great baby. I is in a little thing now that he crys during the day when he is tired but the last about 5 min. i started him on baby food on Easter and he loves it : )
~Valentines mommy~ I have 1 child and live in Lakeside, CaliforniaApril 27
WHY DONT YOU GET ON ANYMORE WOMAAANN! .. hehe lol..
Jessica Lamping I live in IndianaApril 21
Hey Jamie I have lost my baby Feb 2 2010.One day past her due date. The same thing had happend to me as it did you. I was walking in walmart to return some items and i had felt like i had to pee like never befor.i made it half way to the bathrrom . then i felt blood.i knew something terribly bad had happened. went to the hospital doctors and nusres seearched for the heartbeat. there was nothing but silence. i too felt numb shock and angry and wanted to know why this had to happen. after delivery her father and I held her she was beautiful and looked like her daddy and had my toes :). She was perfect nothing wrong with her she had all her fingers and her toes. now the doctors still have not a clue medically what might have caused this. i was wondering if you might have found out the cause of your baby? Just curious you don't have to answer if you dont wish to do so.
hey chick how are you and Roxy doing ? hows mother hood ?
Aww Baby Matt was the same at a point of time but my doctor gave me the okay to get him all natural baby tea and I would give him it and with in a half hour he's poopin and calm it works great. I am doing good baby matt is sleeping so good at night now I love it
hey chick i haven't talked to you in a while how are things going?
*Bri's Mommy :) I have 1 child and live in CaliforniaFebruary 23
LOl yes, I meant that kind of riding.. Aw I'm sry you had to get rid of it :? .. I do still ride I have a yzf250 and 450, I haven't since I got pregnant since there is NO WAY I could sit on a bike right now haha I race, I was 50points away from my womens pro license before I got pregnant so hopefully everything is the same when I can sit normal again =] How are you doing recovering? I'm starting to feel okay again but not completely at all!