Anghellic Mama 1067 Posts | Joined BG: Feb 23, 2011 Last Visit: 1 year ago
Gender Female
Status Single
Location Iowa
Kids 4
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409550_10150496105814537_565299536_90712 4.5 months
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Disclaimer: I come from a different background than most women on here and most of you dont understand me. Thats ok, i'm a misfit and i'm very comfortable in that role. In fact, i carry the title with pride... So, a little about me: I don't smoke, drink, do drugs, never been to a club, and i dont run the streets. BUT, i love underground rap music, especially Strange Music (^S^)!! I think tattoos are just fuckin sexy... I have five of my own... lots more to get but on hold til baby comes lol I'm 25. This will be baby number 4 for me. My kids are half black from their dads, and im white and Native... dont care who likes it and who dont... My long hair is my pride and i refuse to ever get it cut again, other than a trim. I feel naked without my long hair. I love the color red, skulls, and my favorite animal is the turtle.

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My baby boy
537031_10150643384614537_565299536_95430Nowhere in the bible does it say, "On the 8th day God created a complete list of baby names. Thou shalt not stray." - me, :)

I DON'T CARE FOR "NORMAL" NAMES SO IF MY BABY NAMES BUG YOU, THAT MEANS I THINK ITS PERFECT FOR MY BABY ;) THE JOY AND AWESOME PART OF IT BEING MY BABYS NAME IS ITS MY BABY AND I CAN NAME HIM/HER/THEM WHATEVER THE f**k I WANT!! THANKS :)

IMG3361A.jpgMy oldest three kiddos: JJ(3), Capone(5) & Jbug(8)

lunapic_132812614576_3noname.jpg and my newest addition, coming in June: Jairre AKA "Jai"
- First Trimester
1-4 Weeks [1 Month] Done
5-8 Weeks [2 Months] Done
9-13 Weeks [3 Months] Done
- Second Trimester
14-17 Weeks [4 Months] Done!
18-21 Weeks [5 Months] Done!
22-26 Weeks [6 Months] Done!
- Third Trimester
27-30 Weeks [7 Months] Done!
31-35 Weeks [8 Months] Done!
36-40 Weeks [9 Months] Done!! He's Here!!



Pregnancy Milestones

1st Trimester ( weeks 0-13 )
09/10/11
- LMP
09/22/11- conception
10/8/11- now 4 weeks pregnant, but didnt know it yet
<<month 1 completed>>
10/10/11
- positive pregnancy test. Told The father, Pierre.
10/31/11- 6wks... Ultrasound at Pregnancy Resources... Hb: 156bpm
11/5/11- now 8 weeks pregnant
<<month 2 completed>>
11/08/11
- 8wks. 1st prenatal appointment
11/09/11- 2nd ultrasound, saw heart beat, brain and fetal movement... Hb: 171bpm
11/22/11- 10wks. Prenatal exam and PaP done.
12/3/11- now 12 weeks pregnant
<<Month 3 completed>>
12/18/11
- now 14 weeks pregnant
<<1ST TRIMESTER COMPLETED>>

2nd Trimester ( weeks 14-28 )
12/20/11
- 14 wks. heard baby's hb for the first time via doppler!! Hb: 163bpm
12/26/11- 15 wks. Blowup with Pierre. He's no longer part of my (our) life.
12/31/11- now 16 weeks pregnant.
<<Month 4 completed>>
01/19/12- 18w5d. Quad Screen. Babys heartbeat was 160bpm <3 Ultrasound scheduled for Jan 31st!!!
01/25/12- Quad Screen results came back abnormal for spina bifida. Ultrasound and amnio needed to confirm or rule it out.
01/26/12- Dr called... ultrasound on 31st is cancelled... instead I have to go to the Childrens Hospital in Peoria for a more in-depth scan and an amniocentesis, scheduled for the same day, January 31st...
01/28/12- now 20 weeks pregnant.
<<month 5 completed>>
01/31/12-
ITS A BOY!! No sign of Spina bifida, but need to go back in 4 weeks for another ultrasound to take a second look.
02/23/12- 23w5d appointment... hb: 159bpm. All is normal.
02/25/12- now 24 weeks pregnant
<<month 6 completed>>
3/1/12-
Repeat ultrasound. Jai is 1lb12oz and his hb is 150bpm :)
3/22/12- 27w5d- Glucose Test. Blehhh. Measured 30wks, hb was 149bpm. Ultrasound scheduled for 3/27 to check growth and fluid
3/24/12- now 28 weeks pregnant.
<<month 7 completed>>
<<2ND TRIMESTER COMPLETED>>

3rd Trimester (week 28-Birth)
3/27/12-
Ultrasound #5, Jai is right on track for growth and fluid is good. He's 2lbs10oz. Hb: 146bpm.
4/6/12- 29w6d... all is well. hb: 169bpm
4/21/12- now 32 weeks pregnant
<<month 8 completed>>
4/23/12-
32w2d... hb: 146bpm, belly measured 36 weeks. Ultrasound measured Jai at 33-34 weeks, and his head at 37 weeks!! Estimated weight is 5lbs9oz. Yikes.
5/7/12- 34wk appt... hb: 146bpm, tummy measured 38w
5/21/12- 36wks... hb: 146bpm, tummy measured 38w. Ultrasound measured him at 6lbs10oz... DILATED to 1cm!
5/29/12- 37w3d... hb: 141bpm
6/4/12- 38w2d... hb: 160bpm, tummy measured 42w. Ultrasound measured him at 9lbs3oz... DILATED to 3cm's!!! INDUCTION scheduled for 6/11!!
6/11/12- HE'S HERE!! Jairre Izekiel Malechi was born at 6:39 pm after 11.5 hours of labor, weighing 7lbs10oz and measuring 20" long. His Apgar was 8-9 <3
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ABOUT YOUR PREGNANCY:
Name
: Mommy
Age: 25
Is this the first child?: No, its my fourth.

About the daddy.
Name: Pierre
Age: 21
Is this the first child?: Let's not go there...

Finding out.
What day did you find out you were pregnant
?: October 10, 2011
How did you feel when you found out?: Scared, shocked
Who was with you?: I was by myself in the walmart bathroom.
How did the daddy react?: Strangely ok with it...

Telling the grandparents.
How did your parents react?:
Mom, shock. Dad, happy..
How did his parents react?: no clue
How often do they call to check on you?: Never. I've never met em before

About the pregnancy.
When is your due date?: June 12, 2012
How far along are you right now?: bout to pop this not so lil bubble!
Have you had an ultra sound?: yes 8 so far at 6wks, 8wks, 20wks, 24wks, 28wks and 32wks, 36wks and 38wks
Have you heard the heartbeat?: yupp :) 156bpm at 6wks, 171bpm at 9 wks, 163bpm at 14wks, 160bpm at 18w5d, 159bpm at 23w5d, 150bpm at 24w5d, 149bpm at 27w5d, 146bpm at 28w3d, 169bpm at 29w6d, 146bpm at 32w2d, 148bpm at 34w2d, 146bpm at 36w2d, 141bpm at 37w3d, 160bpm at 38w2d

Sex of the baby.
What do you want. Boy or Girl?:
my son would LOVE a brother since he already has two sisters
Do you know what you are having now?: a BOY!!
Are you happy with what you are having?: VERY!!

About the birth.
Who is going to be with you
? my mom
Are you going to video tape it?: no thank you.
Natural or medicated?: prefer natural, but MAYBE some IV relief
Do you think you will have a c-section? I hope not, they scare the daylights out of me. Ive never had one and never want to have one.
Do you think you will cry when you first hold your baby?: No, ill be too overwhelmed and exhausted. the tears will come later, or they usually do anyways lol
Do you know what you will say to the baby when you first hold it?: hi sweety, i love you (its what i said to all of my other children right after they were born)
Are you scared about the labor?: Nope. Im a veteran to it lol

Names.
Do you have a name picked out?: Yes!!
Is your baby going to be named after anyone?: Most def.
Did the daddy help pick the name?: No.

Other random questions.
Have you felt the baby move?:
everyday :)
What was your first symptom?: Period just would not come no matter how hard i prayed
Will you have godparents?: Nope
What is the babys room theme?: no theme
Are you ready to be a mommy?: This is nothing new. I have an 8 yr old, 5 yr old and a 3 yr old
What do you think the baby will be a "daddys girl/boy" or a "mommys girl/boy"?: Mommys baby
Was it planned?: Def not, i was told by the dad that he couldnt have kids
How much weight have you gained?: I plead the fif. But i still weigh less than what i did a year ago, barely lol
Do you have stretch marks?: Yes, from my other babies lol
Home or hospital birth? Hospital
Will you breastfeed?: Doubt it.
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: Excited. Labor & delivery doesnt scare me anymore

Pierre... :roll:
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My favorite poem ever...

HAVE YOU EVER

Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.

Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?

Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favorite store?
Have you seen a friend die
From drugs he never used before?

Have you ever seen your mom get beat up
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever had an unplanned pregnancy
Forcing you to choose?

Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear?
Have you ever seen your friend drive away
After way too many beers?

Have you ever considered suicide
As the one and only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you do and say?

Have you ever wanted to protect
Your family and all in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep every night?

Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.


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When i say Tech, you say N9NE!
tech-krizz-kutt.jpgThe main man, the King of Darkness:
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The Genius:

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Annnnd, me and Stevie Stone:
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